Fear...My Ultimate Fear
I have lived in the fantasy of L___ not ending..a forever...
I have lived for 18 years not understanding what it really is..
And now as i slowly understand it fully...it became my greatest fear..
My greatest fear that i don't know how to conquer...
Some says i should have strong faith...maybe my faith is really being tested here..
on why this ideas comes to my head...
I just can't imagine L____ ending...
I think i really need to open up again and make my faith stronger..this is making me stressed and super depressed...
i don't know the reason or the trigger of making me think about this...T_T
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