Have you ever had one of those nights where you sit quietly, minding your business alone for a minute and then suddenly be consumed with emotion after another?

This is pretty much how I am right now as I am writing this blog post. Because the feelings for my OTP are so intense and tragic that I literally had to sit up, close my book and stare at my OTP wip folder to be able to gather my thoughts. Which aren't actually very happy atm, to be quite honest.

If you've followed me since 2011, then you should already know by now that I have not changed my main OTP ever. Which is weird in K-Pop because I should be able to be excited about so many things and people because something is ALWAYS happening in the fandom--but alas I haven't found another pairing that can stir up my insides the way I feel about Changmin/Yoona. That's kinda sad, isn't it? I know it's limiting and that is something no writer should let herself be in but it's the honest truth (and glue) of my AFF existence.

Because I know I didn't dream any of these up. I know these moments happened. I'd seen the posts and videos and all the accounts. And yes, I know that technically Yoona is dating someone else (and hell Changmin's probably dating someone too), but to be honest I could care less about that. This is my ship and I'm shipping it hard. I haven't stopped since 2011 and it'd be silly to think that I would now.

So what's the point of this post? Other than to say over and over again how much I miss and love ChangYoon?

Nothing. That's just about it. I felt like I had to share some of my feelings and this post came out. I don't really have much to update except to sya that I am still writing and planning those prompts I had asked from fellow ChangYoon shippers and working on finishing several chapters for my ongoing fics. But anything else of importance? None.

I guess I'll end this post here.

xo

PS. ALL MY LOVE TO YURI (product) FOR BEING MY FANTASTIC CHANGYOON CO-CAPTAIN BECAUSE WITHOUT YOU, I WOULD BE SO ALONE IN THIS SHIP.