I read through comments that I had today and I just thought that I make more genuine friendships in the internet. Remember the boy that I keep talking about? It's an official friendship over between us, its like there wasn't a friendship to begin with, the way he said things to me, its like we we're never friends. I shouldn't have given him those post cards that I had to ship from South Korea, that ticket to a kpop event, or those times that I put him first before anything else. I should've done that to my girl best friend. But there she is, she's going to tell me something that she thinks will make me mad at her or something. And here I am, ruining every friendship the I want to keep the most. I'm the one at fault even though I try everything to keep being the person that they knew and came to be with. I don't want to end our friendship too. I want to be friends with you till we grow old and have our own grand children and still would laugh about Kris' idiotness and I will hit you whenever you spazz about Tao's abs *laughs*. <- for myzicock (I almost cried when this came to my mind) But if you think we're better off to not be friends I'll accept, as long as your happy girl.