Why is it like everyone always want to hurt me when I never hurt them once in my entire life??Is this what being good and selfless feels like cause I don't want any of it anymore...

I just want push and shove everyone out or much better,the whole world out.It's like I want to be a machine or a robot.Cold,heartless robot who no one cares about and doesn't care about anyone...

But I want to hold on,I still want to hold onto what I am right now.It's for my friends that never hurt me and everybody that doesn't hurt me and understand me so,I'll just keep holding on...

Even if it hurts so much