Everyone knows, by now, the issue between Jessica and Girls' Generation.

What's happening now deeply saddens and hurts me, so I've decided to write down this feeling...

When I read the post that Jessica wrote on her Weibo account, I seriously believed that she may have just been hacked or something (which, I think, is so much better than Jessica posting it herself). I was like, "No way is Sica gonna write something like that." But a part of me was still worried that it may be true.

I came home that day to find that SM Entertainment has confirmed that Sica is no longer part of my all-time favorite girl group. I read numerous posts, trying to find an answer...a reason...as to why this happened, but all I was able to read were posts about how SM and Sica had meetings discussing stuff about Sica's planned solo activities, her alleged plans to marry Tyler Kwon and other matters that were supposedly only rumors.

I waited a day before Sica released another statement about the situation. I was waiting for her side, actually, so as to have a clearer view on the matter, but I think reading her post just made me all the more confused.

I honestly don't know who or what to believe anymore... I'm so confused... There are so many questions that are flooding my head just waiting to be answered. Did Jessica want to quit, or was she forced out? Did the girls really tell her to choose between Girls' Generation and her personal activities? Does she really have a relationship with Tyler Kwon (even though he has once again denied rumors about any plans for marriage)? Did Jessica really prioritize her personal activities over Girls' Generation? etc...etc...

So now, I'm waiting to hear what the other girls have to say. I don't know if this will make the situation better, but at situations like these, I think it's best if we hear all sides of the story.

As of now, many are saying how selfish Sica is, but many are also saying how the other eight girls betrayed her and are so fake for crying at fan events. Many also say that the bond that they shared was fake. Nothing is real.

In my opinion... First of all, I think that we must not start judging others. Without hearing the whole story, we couldn't be sure of what really happened. Second, I think the bond that SoShi shares/d is/wasn't fake at all. I personally think that it's hard to act close to someone you're not close with or to care about someone you really don't care about. The way they supported each other...the tears they have shed... I don't think any of those were fake, especially knowing that they've been together for more than a decade. It's not that I'm being biased, but I really think that SoShiBond is real.

Well, for now, I guess all we can do is hope and pray that everything will be alright and that SoShi will not be an 8-member girl group. I also hope that the truth will surface, so that we'll know what exactly occurred for such events to take place.

Sigh... Well, this just deeply hurts me because they just recently renewed their contracts and celebrated their 7th year, and we're all excited because we'll be able to celebrate their 10th anniversary...but then this happened...

Sometimes, I wish that this was all just a dream... SoShi's just not the same with one member missing...

We're indestructible, right? We have an indestructible, unbreakable bond, don't we?

We can be divine...right?

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