Okay before anything else, this post will look ugly since I'm on mobile but I'll be editing it later if I get my hands on a decent gadget =.= So its been hours since the confirmation and I still feel lost. I'm completely pissed at SM right now and yeah. I've been looking at Soshi IGs and SONES have been commenting to save Jessica and others asking why Taeyeon letting this happen questioning her leadership and all. Great. Just great. Now I dunno how to continue my fics since I wrote with Jessica in it.. And with her being one of my favorites is totally more devastating than hearing a dating or marriage news. I don't care as long as she stays in the group. She's not part of GG anymore but still in SM? -.- Wow. How complicated can this get? =.= SM messed up GG and for sure they know what will happen next since it happened alot of times before. If anything happens to SHINee.. - - - Kpop won't be as exciting to me as before.. Growing up being biased SONE? I believed that nothing can break the Soshi bond.. And as long as they have us, they will stay strong and work hard and rumors are just nothing because that's how much we support them.. But now.. I just hope that ot8 will also give a statement.. I won't believe that they turned their backs on her like that overnight.. 7 years is hard to break.. Can miracle work its magic to fix this I can never get used to ot8. * sighs * Sorry if I rambled and my ideas weren't that straight to construct this blog but yeah. This is a pretty dark time and I hope fellow authors, Sic biased and other ships be strong.. Okay. My mind and feels are lost again. OT9 please comeback.