So I've been writing up this fanfic idea of mine for a couple months now. I never posted it in case i wanted to fix something in earlier chapters to make the storyline smoother and i was so excited to finish the fanfic because to be honest I based it off of my own life and i put a lot of my personal feelings and the guy's feelings in it too so basically about a quarter of the fanfic is me and the guy happening irl BUT BUT BUT

i logged onto AFF and in the spotlight was a fanfic with such a similar storyline that i dont wanna post my fanfic anymore because im scared people will think i plagiarized her BUT OFC I DIDNOT BC ITS PERSONALLY HAPPENED AND I JUST REALISED HOW DRAMATICALLY MESSED UP MY LOVELIFE IS. Im not blaming her or accusing the author Of anything im just conflicted bc reality dawned upon me and i want to avoid any sense of plagiarism. Help anyone who might read this---which i highly doubt, should i post it or nah? It involves "" but  not rlly and rated m :) btw rated m part did not happen irl to me its only a fantast at this point lolol