And... I somehow stopped to write fanfics in english. I'm so lazy to write them in english... looking up better words and stuff. For the fanfic Red Light I already have the whole third chapter in my head... I also started it with some YoonSeok stuff in it.

I started to write in german again because I have the feeling I can write better in my mother tongue... I can decribe the feelings better and stuff. But I only really write about YoonMin and I want to write about YoonSeok but the perfect idea is missing. I somehow want to write something cute... and then I want to write something angsty... I have planned a few things but it's always that I have the whole story in my head but never get further than the third or second chapter >D Also I think I can't write something where they start to get to know each other... I'm always too lazy write the whole process, also because I want it realistic. But I have an idea, a bit similiar to one of my NamJin stories... let's see xD Also I want to write about... how lovely Hoseok is, how shy Yoongi can get around him... something... where I can write about their love which is somehow pure and innocent but on the other side also passionate. It's a bit hard to describe it... but I hope someone understands me ;-;

And... I hate it how Jimin is ruining my OTP T_T I love YoonSeok but then there is Jimin who is so cute and I'm like 'AHHH YOU NEED SUGA' but then I see a pic of J-Hope and I'm like '... I can't cheat on my OTP....' xD Also I always feel bad when I have the pairing for my story but... one is left out ;-; Ugh, I really hate that D: Also the Sugamon pairing, it's so rare and lovely. I wish there would be more fanfics of them :c