I should pack my suitcase for tomorrow but yeah... I'm not really motivated to be honest~ They Kris-thing makes me so sad, my eyes already red and really hurt from crying. He is one of my bias in Exo [Chanyeol, Kris and Lay]... and I really can't believe it. Also he is the reason why I started to listen to Exo. I wish that he can come back to Exo - but only when he's health, his contact is better and this. I just wish him and all the Exo members the best ♥

So, one other thing... maybe some remember that I have written about my one friend? Well yeah, today when we went to school together I told her about the Kris thing - she knows that I love and adore him. She knows what he means to me.... and I told her how sad I was and this stuff and she jsut click through her cellphine and show me some tweets about some radio-moderator... She didn't say anything to the Kris thing... and this really hurts me. I still listen to her stories, asking things about it... and she doesn't even listen to me...Sorry but I need to write this down.

Well!

Another thing, more regarding to my fanfics. I will now write more Kray/FanXing and ing stories. That doesn't mean I will stop with J-Suga/YoonSeok stories. But I want to try something else, to write about another pair and band. I will still update my 'It's a J-Suga/BTS thing' and some of my stories, but mostly I will write about the two pairings and some other Exo side-pairings :D

Aaaaaaaaand, the last point! I only have to write one exam until my final exams start. For some I'm really motivated and for some others I'm afraid... SO ING AFRAID! T_T I study so much the past few days and I'm often so tired... I want to sleep and ugh~ And one of the thing which always motivate me is.. I only have to go to school for 1 1/2 week ♥ and then I will start my last year in september.

So, now I really go and pack my suitcase for the japanday tomorrow here in germany ♥