(LOL i could only hope that he sees this one day <3 )

Falling

Falling faster, deeper until i can barely see the light
Falling deep into love
Drowning in it
I can’t breathe
It suffocates me
I’m swimming, but to you, instead of away from

Imprisoned
 

By the steel bars of your love
I could stay here forever
Could rot away in the corners of your smothering love

Insecure

This describes me
It describes me so well

Pushing

Pushing you away till you’re a dot in the sky
Pushing you and pulling you back
This bipolar person that you love so much
Pushing you away
Pushing you so far
Yet holding you so close me
So close that i can hear your heartbeat

Happy

A mask i wear
A mask that you broke away with your love
My true face appears underneath the rubble
Who did you fall in love with?
Mask after mask crumbles away till i am nothing but a tiny grain of sand
You’ve found me
You’ve set me free
Now I shall fly away
Like i always do
A butterfly in this world of poisonous plants

Returning

To you,
Hiding in your heart, your beautiful heart

Protection
 

I want to protect your smile, your laugh, your heart
I will put this mask back on if only to be strong for the both of us

Crying

One of the last masks
The one people rarely see because they never get this close
Yet You’ve seen it
You’ve broken it
You’re finally at the end

Love

The final mask
Only for you to see
For all eternity

I love you