You want me to be a . I'll be it.

I guess no one likes the sweet, nice, caring me. I guess no one likes it when I stick by when they need someone. I guess no one likes it when I give them advice when they're in need of it. I guess people got sick of the girl who's always being stupid and putting others' business before her own. The more I try to care about other people, the more they treat me like crap. Is all people like this? Must lose something important to realize it's importance? Fine then. It'd be way easier for me anyways. Don't like Miss Angel? Then you'd get Miss . It's easy for me to be a anyways. No more forcing a smile on my face. No more wasting time on other people's problems. But I have to say, I didn't want it to come to this...I always just wanted to be myself and help others around. But, when no one appreciates it, who am I doing it for? Not myself. 

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prettywordsyouleft #1
It's hard because if you're too nice, then people will use you, but if you're too nasty, people will make your life a living hell. It's all about balance and finding the right people to have in life who aren't going to run you into the ground.
jeniscool100 #2
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTT! <br />
I'm sorry, I just came across your blog and I just couldn't help but comment on it! I'm exactly like you from what I can tell and, let me tell you - I know how you're feeling right now. I know right now it seems easier to just forget everyone else and only look out for yourself, but you really need stop and think right now and I mean think honestly: is this really what you want to do? <br />
Think - do you like helping people, and I mean honestly? Do you feel rejuvenated or ecstatically happy when you can make someone smile or feel better about themselves? Do you consider your sense of compassion to be one of your most admirable traits? If you believe you do, you shouldn't let yourself just throw away your sense of compassion. I know that some people might not appreciate it, but let me tell you, there are other people in this world who would die to be in your presence and to have your help and guidance. For every person who seems to under appreciate your efforts, there are five more lined up who would do anything to have a person like you in their lives. People who are honestly caring and compassionate towards other are becoming rarer and rarer these days, and I really would hate to see you give up your good heart just like that. ): What you have is something that many people admirer in a person, and let me tell you: you will always have a friend because of your beautiful heart. Please don't throw away what makes you so unique and likable just like that. You'll only become part of the crowd. Just...stay strong. And if you need someone to talk to, you can always talk to me. I've been through this too, and I just wouldn't want you to get hurt in the end. <3
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