Not having any friends doesn't seem as bad as I thought it would be like. I actually like the feeling of being by myself. I don't need friends. Before, friends meant someone to hang with afterschool, on weekends and breaks. However, it started to get troublesome. Especially when I realize these so called "friends" are just using me and talking behind my back, I'm definite that I don't need these people in my life. No one to bother me. No one to call me. Feels great. I tried too hard to keep them before. Now, I feel so stupid. I'm such a horrible person. Haha.