nctoming back to your home after two traumatising weeks abroad does not mean that you have been reborn for some people to expect you to change right away it does take time. though you might try they still find faults it is not like they did everything right right from the first time right?  mean when you start learning how to cook you did make mistake right? when you enter kintergarder you are taught alphabets and all you are bound to make mistakes right? it is not like the first day you are taught something you do it perfectly right away right? is your mistake greater than your effort? i mean i agree some mistakes are huge but we are not machine to be able to do something you are not used to do perfectly right from the first time right? it all starts with small changes some mistakes some trials until you can do it perfectly right? or am i inhuman? i am human right?

p.s is money everything in the world? is it okay for someone to listen to you to say he or she understand you but still he or she does not trust you? yet that person still does what you ask him or her to do only to taunt  you about it after ward as if he or she does not believe anythimg you have said or gone through?