I just started missing somebody. :(

I knew this oppa on Pratice Language App and we became close friends on Kakaotalk. Funny how we became so close like siblings online, but nothing's impossible, right? i bet this friendship is as best as my other online bffs and bffs in my place.

At first i was so careful and secretive while talking to him, because who wouldn't? he's still a stranger i barely knew.

But he opened up first. Almost everything. To the point when he told me his hobby on guitar and singing and him playing a band as guitarist. He even told me his embarassing moments and past love life.

I was shocked. He opened up so much xD even sent me a photo of him /well, he's not extremely good-looking, but i think he looks good!/ 

After that, i also decided to open up a bit. I showed him my photo, and i cracked up when he gave me a nickname of 'Cute Rabbit' xD But mostly, he calls me Mari, short term of my real name.

The best memories i've had with him was when he sent me audio files of him singing while playing the guitar. He sang Oasis' Wonderwall, and he was awesome. I told him i play it a lot.

He promised to send me a lullaby next time but that next time never came, since i lost my Kakao account, /i rily hate what happened tho/, and that was supposed to be sent on my birthday. 

Our conversations went a LOT, that when i scrolled on it, it was endless xD but of course, if i reinstall the app, the conversations are automatically deleted :(( 

And that's what makes me really, really sad.

Those are a few memories, and  now i don't have it to remnisce because it's gone /and i'm forgetful/ so it's sad. 

And as far as i know, his last condition on our last communication was 'brokenhearted'. Unfortunately, oppa failed on persuading a girl. I felt bad coz i'm not able to be there to comfort him when he was awake all the time when i told him about my rants on how difficult my college life is. 

But then, i'm glad we're friends in FACEBOOK.

Because i messaged him and he said he finally got  a girlfriend. She's pretty! They match so well :) 

Oppa's working, he's 25. And he's busier than ever. He rarely went online, so i didn't have too much chance to talk to him. I really miss our funny conversations.

We had Kakao calls for a lot of times, and about three of them only succeeded xD Oppa calls me on times i'm not connected to Wi'Fi or when i have class XD we don't get the right timing at all XD but our succeeded calls were epic. Our first call was so awkward. He just keeps on laughing and with a broken english he said 'I forgot what i know about English when i heard you talk finally' so we had a Laughing call conversation for short xD

I also remembered him sendng a photo of his wounded fingers, saying he played Wonderwall for me despite that. Am i supposed to feel gulity? hahaha lmao he is bullying me to apologize to him xD he's funny, and i'm glad he likes people who eat a lot, because i told him a lot about food xD 

We even shared chocolates in our dreams lmfao XD 

/sighs/ I really miss oppa. i always wanted to have an older bro /evem tho i'm okay with a younger sis rightnow/, and oppa is the best bro i've ever had so far... I just thought of him all of a sudden while crying over hard lessons right now XD he is good at math btw, so i needed him xD

Oppa, i hope i can talk to you soon. Will you still send me a lullaby? pleaseeeeeeeeee????T^T