I’ve been preventing myself to simply avoid backlashes regarding BaekYeon’s dating news (mostly on aff) and not to write a letter of rant. It’s something that I find completely immature and ludicrous but in the end, I end up writing one, duh.

          Before rowing the boat, I’d love to say that I love Baekhyun (not individually, though) and Taeyeon. And for heaven’s sake, yes. I’ve been shipping them as a couple since the dating news broke.

          I know there are a lot of you (mostly EXO stans and S<3NE) are utterly flabbergasted about it and think that the dating news was simply a conspiracy made by Dispatch (the one that spilled the dating news) and SM to avoid everyone’s attention on Kris’s lawsuit. They think BaekYeon is fake. I repeat, fake. F.A.K.E.

          Here, let me tell you something; if they really are FAKE, who are you to say on their behalf? You are just one of those fans who care about this dating news rather than your personal life. I, on the other hand, was as well flustered when I first heard the news (I just woke up at that time) but I felt neutral. If they were really dating, that’s a good thing and if they weren’t, it’s not my problem. I do not mind.

"There were many times when I felt like crap since I hit rock bottom. However, there's one single good thing to it. I can filter out people. Real fans and anti-fans who pretended to be fans. When troubles come into life, sometimes I wonder whether it may not be a god-given chance to filter out the real from the fake." - Cheon Songyi, My Love from The Stars

          To those die-hard fans who would rather care about their oppa and unnie’s business, I think you’d better mind about yourself. Just go reflect on your maturity and go back to your school or else, you’d flunk every subject you take. Even if they were fake or real, it’s not your business to care about. You are just their mere fan. If you really are their fan, I think you should root for them and pray for their long-lasting relationship. Hating and bashing them wouldn’t give you anything in return. You’ll only end up embarrassing yourself.

“People who don’t admit the truth even though they know it, are the biggest problem.”

          One thing before I end this rant, I’d love to comment on how Malaysians (specifically, Muslims) on AFF reacted about this BaekYeon’s dating. For the record, I am deeply devastated.

          You are an all-grown up girl who is old enough to act like one. I don’t care if you are upset and hate on Taeyeon because she’s dating your oppa. On the contrary, I do care if you bash them and use cringe-worthy profanities like ‘what the ’, ‘’, ‘ you’, ‘bull’ and et cetera to express how mad you are. I didn’t censor it because if I did, you still can clearly get what I’m trying to say.  

“All those people that are rude to you, it’s because they are jealous. You’re kind, smart and fortunate. So don’t hate them, don’t be mean to them and feel sorry for them.”

          As Muslims, I don’t think your parents taught you to swear when you were children back then. What if your parents were to see what you wrote in blog posts? I swear they’d slap you hard (if they ever knew English, duh). Albeit you are really pissed that you want to kick Baekhyun in the junk for dating Taeyeon, you shouldn’t have embarrassed your own religion by swearing in aff or any other sites. It’s just... embarrassing. If you were my friend, I don't think I can face you without looking into your eyes.

          Well, to those who think I’m solely dedicated this rant to you, you can think so because I don’t mind. Feel free to bash and slap me in the face. I just don’t care – at all.

          And yes, yet another string of quotes from my fanfic! I think people who are following my recent blog post would have known that blogpost was referred to BaekYeon’s dating, heh.

“If I say I’m not furious, it’d be a lie. However, I don’t want to spend the rest of my life hating on someone. I don’t have much time life. I want to continue living a happy life – without grudge and secret.”

"Do you believe that humans can become monsters if they aren’t satisfied with what they already have?”

“Staying silent does not mean we accept what they’ve done to us. Sooner or later, they’ll eventually deserve their punishment. If we act the opposite, as stated, it will only make the whole world blind.”

"Once the right time comes, she will enlighten everything – even she has always thought that telling someone her secret is like giving that person her freedom."

sources and alterations; i hear your voice (drama/fanfic) | god's gift - 14 days | you who came from the stars