Seeing you walking across me,

We smile like

it was our gestures to one another

for modesty and professionalism

And pass by each other

 like we don’t know anything more what people know about us

But our hands brushed slightly

As sparks ignited through our veins gushing our entire body.  

We have the urge to stop,

  Hold onto wrists,  

Grip onto it  

And pull into a tight hug  

To get the warmth welcoming feeling  

But the world is stopping us.

“We can’t,”

they reminded themselves uncountable times

 

since they claimed themselves for each other.  

They    

can’t and couldn’t  

 for the sake of publicity,

medias

, fans

and the loves they’re receiving.  

 Every time we see each other,

our eyes naturally search for one another.  

We smile  

but not wide enough to rip our faces happily.  

We talk  

but not long enough for forever.  

We giggle    

but did not make our stomach jumble enough.

  “We pretend,”

th

ey decided one day among the bright starry night they’re enjoying

 

” for them and us.”  

 

her cheeks flushed

 

remembering his soft pink lips against her both knuckles

 

and the brown eyes that were enchanting to look at

 

when he said ‘us’

 

with certainty and honesty.  

 

She tries to bit the inside of not to be obvious

 

 in the moment where they’re in the real, harsh world.

 

  Of course, one of was looking an eye of her off-guard deep thoughts

 

but smile along at the sight of the rose blush spreading across her cheeks;

 

 almost getting the hint.  

 

Both seem to talk as one,

In one mind whenever they’re nearby,

away from the others’ hearings

 and only loud enough for themselves to know.

  “This is how we should be,”

both staring for some-wonderful-slow-motions seconds,

admiring each other

but quiet long enough for them

 to share telepathy as one continues,

“In the eyes of others.”

Both griming

before breaking away

to get their own safety and

way before they world can caught them.  

They

  could be happy

in their own world      

but have already felt  

unwelcome, unfit

to this cold world.