Being an EXO fan hurts

I love EXO, you guys all know that. It's kind of really hard being an EXO fan nowadays, well that's what I think. I'm still hoping and begging for an OT12, I'll always be an OT12, eventhough inside I know that chance is really slim. For the news about Kris, they're gonna have one more try for an agreement and if not, they'll go into trials. I hope Kris is feeling better and that he's safe.

I was scrolling through tumblr and I saw all these Happy Camp spoilers. Apparently, they played a VCR that showed EXO's hardships and how they're continuing on as 11. I read that the members kept on crying - especially Tao. And that all you could hear at the end was them crying. And Yixing...he's such an angel...he was helping translate to the Korean members and apparently he injured his waist again and when he was giving his speech, he started choking up and crying and...I just can't. Lay was crying, the other members were crying, the MCs were crying, the whole place was silent.

I can't imagine how EXO must feel right now. Or Kris. None of the members can see Kris after all that happened. It'll be hard and basically impossible. And please rest up for Christ's sake! How many times has Yixing been injured?! Since Wolf promotions dear God, I can count at least 20 times where his waist is injured. Take ing care of them SM, let the boys have a month of rest or something.

It's just hard now. I still love them and I'm going to support both EXO and Kris fully, but it still hurts you know? Watching old videos of them as 12, I just feel sad now. I can't enjoy Showtime as it was or the old Happy Camps or whatever. Sometimes I just feel like crying when I watch new things with the 11 or I just can't watch it all. That's saying something because I'm a HUGE EXO fan.

I personally think that the "From now, it's only the beginning" saying is bull. EXO's reached their prime already, they can't get as popular as they were before with Kris. As much as I don't want to say it, their popularity will only decline. It won't be like it was with Growl in 2013. EXO's still big, but I think they won't reach the 1 million album thing again, they lost a lot of fans, and their prime's gone.

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klienchoung #1
Feel like I sound ruthless hahaha. Do I even make sense? Hahahah. I have no clue but they'll get through it♥ and kris, no offense, I think he should have blamed sm's employees. Did he blame the employees or did he blame sm? Haha but seriously, sm needs to fire some employees and get some nicer ones. He need to fix himself too bruh like damn
klienchoung #2
No offense but I keep forgetting that kris and sm are having issues and reading this just made me sad. I'm not a huge exotic because bangtan is my favorite group but I still follow along with what's going on allkpop. I feel bad for exo yeah but I don't really feel bad for them haha as much as I do for kris. I mean I applaud people in sm I swear because those people are freaking jack ... because I remember watching hangeng talk about his problems on a chinese variety show or something. I still listen to their music and enjoy it but I don't pay as much attention to exo..haha. I guess they did lose a fan even though I'm not totally a huge fan but better then nothing right? Too bad they lost it.
BabyBBC_
#3
I completely agree with you! the reason Kris left was because of his heart condition and how SM wouldn't give him hospital care during the overdose promotions and earlier, and with Lay and Tao crying BROKE ME DOWN.. I kept crying whenever I would see those pictures, As much as I love EXO and their music and I want to still support them, it hurts so damn much. Kris was my bias so that makes it even that much worse, I hope EXO will succeed because its not their faults, its that their Company is run by s, but they have lost so many international fans because of this. I just hope they all stay healthy and don't get hurt.
Potaytoes #4
This post nearly brought me to tears and if not, that airing of Happy Camp sure as hell will. Oh God, it just pains me so much. Even with Kris gone it's not AS bad , but knowing the the other 11 members will still get treated like absolute crap no matter what Kris does pains me till no end. The injustice of SM needs to ing STOP.