I loves EXO, but I'm not ready to join any of Exo's fanclubs. I am currently enjoying my life as Exo's fans, buying their albums, posted some encouraging messages on their social websites,voting for them for awards and charts, stalking their schedules, changing my wallpapers back and forth between my top 2 biases (D.O and Kai but ended up mashed up all of Exo members' photos in one collage and made them my wallpaper for god knows when am I going to take it off), listening to their songs all days, watching their videos over again before I went to sleep, reading fanfics of them whenever I got free times (I'm a degree student, after all), lashing out on fans who keeps on physically hurting them, blocking all stupid rumours  and..keep wishing for them to appear in my dreams..hehe

 

Not to brag, but yeah, they appeared on my dreams a lot actually and there is one dream that really stood out among others and I am dying to brag about it in here..

so, let me started...............

 

I was attending one of Exo's performance and I found myself standing in my university's lobby (Youth floor, where all the students gathers and performed their talents on Talent show nights, every sunday nights, to be exact) and yes, Exo was performing on the same stage at the same Youth floor in my university!! and I was standing right in front of the stage!! they were so closeeee *GOSH! THIS IS INDEED A DREAM*

BUT...somehow, bad things happens...

when EXO was performing, something was off. The roof was leaking? No! Someone was trying to pour waters on Exo members! No! It was not just a water, it was yellow and I was like what the ! someone is peeing on Exo!!

And so, I ran up to the stage and pulled the members off the stage. I don't know why was only me that was helping them. I brought them to backstage and somehow, I cannot see their faces except for Kai. It was weird that I can touch them but their faces were blurred and Kai was the only one that was not blurred form my sight. I swear! I don't made up my dreams. And at that moment, I was really looking for D.O, BUT...where is he? or rather, which one is D.O?

( D.O is my no.1 bias, btw)..

and yeah, because of my fast actions, those disgusting liquids didn't get to the members and they were not injured.

But that was not all!!

As I was leading them to the backstage, I don't know how but it seems that whoever is peeing on Exo, they are moving along with us and there was another attack coming from the roof where we stood momentarily to catch our breaths..I saw it coming and I don't know how, but I did it somehow. I'm glad I did.

And so, I shoved them to a hidden basement one by one. *Wait, our campus don't have a basement!* Along the way, I really had to cover Suho's head with my own hands so that not even a drop of the liquid could harm him because he refused to go first and instead, let the other members go first, but he wasn't the last either because Kai was. Somehow, Kai just stood there, watching what I was doing. He looked pissed and I catched his doubtful look as he stared at me. He did not trust me fully, I could see that. We walked along the basement hallways which then lead us to another empty room. We were no longer in the place that I know because my campus doesn't have that kind of room. It was like a practice room like the one that Exo have, but I'm sure it wasn't theirs because there were no wallpaper with blue clouds on it. It was just pure mirrors and white walls.

Somehow, I came out first, It was hard to climb out of the basement because there was a big table placed right on the top of the only exit. We really have to bend down under the table to get off of it. 

Being the first one to come out of the misery, I held my hands out, waiting for someone to grab it. They really needed something to grab on because it was harder for them to come out from under the table because they were obviously bigger than me.

The first one to grab my hands was Kai. And trusts me when I said, I feel so giddy when he did that. That feeling was still lingers on my head whenever I remembered myself about the dream. Second was Kris, next was Lay. Next, it was Luhan and Baekhyun. Suho refused to grab my hands and so did Xiumin. I was temporarily sad at that moment, feeling dejected but Sehun made me forget about it when he grabbed my hands and smiled at me. 

And poof! 

Everyone have made it into the room. When did the rest get there? I don't remember seeing them getting out of the basement since I was practically crouching right next to the table!

But, still...I couldn't find D.O anywhere. At  that moment, eventhough I am in my dream, I know that I was really close to cry. I couldn't find him anywhere. But I swear, ALL 12 of them were in the room. Just, why couldn't I see him?! 

Anyway, we were laying around everywhere in the room but they were still staying close to each other and of course, I sat myself a little far from the boys. 

We were all panting hard. It felt like we have been running since forever. Maybe because we were still afraid of what had happened, Fears was still there. The boys were confused and in shock, I could see that on their faces.

Only Suho and Kai looked really pissed off! And I swear, Suho was the most intimidating. He stared at me like I was some criminal.

and so, I moved backwards a little more, I really didn't want to get beaten up by someone who was really furious at the moment. Somehow, I felt that he would do that to me. I'm a fool,maybe?

Noticing my fears, Chanyeol moved and sat in front of me, covering Suho out of my sight, then the other boys followed. Before I knew it, I was surrounded by them and of course, there was a clear distance between me and the boys except for Chanyeol and Kris. Kris was right behind me and Chanyeol was right next to me. Their legs was placed right next to mine, that was how close Chanyeol, Kris and I was. And of course, Suho did not move even an inch but I couldn't see him anymore, thanked to Chanyeol and his height. 

We were just looking at each other (include Suho, but he was still staring and Kai did not looked that mad anymore)..I can clearly saw Chanyeol, Baekhyun,Chen, tao, Kris,Suho, Kai,Lay, Sehun, Luhan and Xiumin faces now. But, where was D.O?

Chanyeol suddenly laughed and before I knew it, I laughed with him, then the other members joined along, except Suho. But Suho seemed to be a lot better now.

"Wow! Exo-neun, cheongmal jjang-eyo!" I suddenly said. The boys looked at me and laughed.

"Cheongmal?" Chanyeol asked. I just nodded. My hangul is limited after all.

"What is your name?" Kris asked. I told him, it's Maya.

"Are you a fan?" Luhan asked. I nodded. By then, all members were looking at me like they were studying me. 

I knew they were doubting my presence. "I meant no harm," I told them and Kris translated that for me. 

They finally loosen up and smiled at me, they were finally relieved and accepted my presence.

"How did you know?" Suho asked, he was now smiling, but I still could trace some doubts on his eyes. Somehow, I could understand his koreans.

"I don't know, somehow I saw what was about to happen," I replied in English and Kris, being a dear to me, translated my words to the rest of the boys.

"ahh"

"oh~"

was what they replied with.

"You guys are really cool," I commented and they smiled at me.

"thanks," they said.

Lay came forward and sat right in front of me. "Thanks for rescuing us back then. You are a nice girl," he said in English.

It was awkward, really. They were like shutting up their mouth suddenly at once and looked at me.

Awkward.........

"Exo is reallllly jjang!!" I then said and all of them laughed at me.

That was embarrasing! I was saying that in my high-pitch tone, for god sakes!

"Really? then try spell out the word 'jjang' then," Sehun suddenly voiced out. He was laughing along with Kai.

They were teasing me and of course I was oblivious of that at first and so I played along.

But I was not alone.

Both Chanyeol and I really spelled out the word.

"J.J.A.N.G, jjang!" we both practically shouted it out.. everyone laughed yet again and Chanyeol high-fived me.

Out of nowhere, someone put on a cap on my heads. It was Kris. "Thanks," he said.

I smiled (giggled) at him. 

"You can't stay here for too long, Maya," That came out from Kai. 

The others nodded. "He is right. We can't keep you here much longer. You have to go back to your home now," said Chanyeol.

I suddenly felt so sad and so I stared at Lay. "It was nice meeting you, Maya," he said. I felt like crying at that moment.

I looked at all of them and they were smiling, somehow, I felt like I was not needed in there, anymore. I felt really sad.

"Where is D.O?" I asked.

Lay was about to turn around to show me where was D.O but then..............

my eyes opened..I woke up from my dream. My precious dream...with no trace of D.O till the end.

When I woke up, I immediately touched my hands, where I still could feel the heat that lingers on it or was it just my foolish but weird imagination.

Somehow, I felt so tired and heavy, as If I really did running in my sleep. I felt so sad, yet I felt so happy at the same time. Next, I cried.

It was 3.25 AM in the morning.

- The end-

 

A few weeks later, an article of Kris filing a suit against SM came out. Now I knew why I felt so sad....

I'm sorry...