Since May 15 2014 ... I just crying until now.

Its to hard for me ... make me cant breath normally anymore ... I just ... why??? why this is happen agan.

First Dong Bang Shin Ki

Second Super Junior

and now EXO

I just hope its all just my dream ... my bad dream ... and when I wake up ... everything its alright. But to bad, its reality.

Actually I dont care if Yifan leave EXO or not. I just care how he is felling. If leaving EXO make he happy, healty and free ... its alright. I will still support him with all my heart and for the other member too. But just one that I think Yifan doing wrong ... its he until now dont say anything to his brothers and to us. Why his doing this while EXO going to promotion new album? Why now? Why when they finally got what they wanted since training era. Why he just leave without words to us and his brothers? Leaving his brothers confused, sad, angry toward him. I dont want his brothers hate him.

Yunho from DBSK send message to EXO member ... now ... they are a family ... not just friend or group of many people. If one of them felf hurt, sad, angry, and unfair about something ... just talk together and try to found solution together. If they separated, keep try to comunication each other. But Yifan just keep silent ... dont say anything.

Some how, when I see you on TV show for interview ... when EXO together ... I felt you look so sad ... tired ... and bored ... You just sit and you will talk when someone ask you. Your smile seem sad. But I just ignored that. Iam so sorry Yifan. If you think SMe so unfair to you, I think its true. Based on what I see and what I hear ... you want try to acting but SMe dont give you change. While the other member can. Maybe just maybe because of that too. And about payment, I think its normal if you want more.

Yifan personality not just kind, eazy going, can be friend to anyone, and good leader and hyung/gege. But if about his own problem, he being intovert. He think, this his own problem, so he dont want anyone to get involved. He dont want be a burden to people he care. So ... he just keep smile and said "Its oke ... Iam alright". BUT ITS NOT OKE KRIS. When I heard you have heart problem and your brothers sad and crying because of this, that make me crying too. Do you know ... after practice ... Zitao still stay on SMe building, when anyone just go home. He singing while crying, Yifan. He yelling. Some fans outside building heard his crying. He hurt, Yifan ... he need you beside him to explain to him. And the other member ... they eyes ... I know they crying too. And I just ... Oh God ... what should I do? I just keep crying and prying to my Allah to end this drama soon, no body get hurt, you, your brothers, and us. I dont want your brothers and fans hate you, Yifan. I dont want that.

Until now, many rumour show up about you, EXO, and SMe. Positive and negative rumour. Believe me, I dont trust any of them. I just wait confirmation from you and SME. That rumour just make me crazy. Make me felt more hurt than before.

I hope your case its different from Hangeng case or Jaejoong, Yoochun, and Junsu case. I hope your case like Go Ara or Taeyeon SNSD. Just to change the contract. And you still EXO member. If yo dont ... its oke ... just dont make us wait to long.

I love you, Yifan. I always do ... you my bias on EXO, my inspiration, my life, my everything. When I hear your Rap part I felt save and warm. Take care of yourself, Yifan .. you are my Galaxy.