*Warning: Long rant of complaints and objections*

First things first, this was a major shocker and I certainly wasn't exepecting it.

Moving on. There are so many things wrong with the situation that being happy for anything good that happens isn't possible.

Just for future reference, I'm not really on anyone's side because no side is 100% at fault or innocent. I can understand where Kris is coming from and why he is doing it, but his timing is just not right and it's way too early in their career for anyone to be getting upset with their contracts. This literally came out of no where, even if he has been planning it for a month, and I don't think there is a single person that isn't a bit upset about his timing. They just entered a promotional stage and had their Overdose comeback. Horrible timing indeed. The members are tired and with a few of them injured, this is not the time for something like this. I can understand that the other members are upset and a bit hurt about this, but guys, this is serious stuff.

Now, becuase of this, people have decided that it is OKAY to make it out as if Kris does not and did not exist. They have resorted to editing his parts out of songs and cropping him out of photos, calling them "clean" tracks. WTF is wrong with those people, it's so rude and disrespectful to Kris and also illegal due to copyright laws. This just goes to show how cruel people can be when they get a little butthurt over something like this. Like I said, I can understand where he is coming from even if this is crappy timing.

Then there is the matter of the hate that the other members are getting. Agian I say, WTF is wrong with people? All these nasty rumours going around about the other members has got to stop. It's horrible some of the things people are saying about them. Not only is this particular rumour disgusting, but it also happens to be impossible. Chanyeol ually abused his niece for 7 years? That is so horrible and I don't know how someone can think to say that about a person, especially someone who doesn't actually have a niece. The saddest part, is that even though we know he doesn't have a niece, people are still believing that rumour. WTF guys? A fandom is built around the love and admiration we have for our idols, but then hits the fan and people are spreading and believing nasty rumours about their idols, what does that say about their character?

Also, when did it become okay to talk smack to and swear at the boys' families? How dare they. Someone's family is out of bounds in any situation. I admire Mama Zhang's response to it, but she shouldn't have to reply to anything of that sort, she and the other family members have nothing to do with the situation, leave them out of it.

I've had enough with everyone's negative comments and all the other crap. I'm also sick of the delusions, yes, it will always be OT12 in my heart, but that is the only place it will remain. We can not expect anything to go back to the way it was and we can't expect Kris to really stay. It would be awkward and not to mention, there would be trust issues. We can't delude ourselves into anything ever being the same, all we can do is continue to support them the way we always did in the past no matter where they go from this point.

With everything going around and all the negativity, I'm mentally exhausted and I'm not entirely sure how to feel about everything anymore. All I know is that I will support the boys with whatever happens and I will continue to love them the same as always.

I think that is all I have to say, for now at least, because it doesn't look like the situation is going to get better anytime soon.