i just got up and like, my eyes are puffy for crying and other you don't need to know. idk if any of you read my recent blogpost regarding the kris issue but i beg that you do read it. maybe it'll do you good or you would prolly just get mad at me. i don't mind, you have your thoughts and i have mine. we both have s crammed in our minds but keep in mind to not hurt anyone in the process of vexation. i admit that my vexation might be harsh and all the above but really, i just don't handle immature fans that easy. so, if i am too mean for your nature, go on and unfriend me or stop reading this post.

hey again. so what else do i wanna say about this kris issue? a hell, ing lot actually but as i said; shut up, ignore and endure. i don't have sns accs and really, i don't have time for any of it considering my situation now. i just wanted to say sorry for my last post. if by chance, i hurt you or whatever. i don't like guilt in me. it stings. plus, the vexation was really due to anger and stress and friggin' everything. so, i'm sorry. it just didn't feel right pointing to others.

there has not been much news and nothing believeable enough to support anything. i suppose this is really just the issue between kris and sm along with exo. we don't know anything at all bout all of this situation so i really do hope that all of you slow down on your sns or whatever. will that kill you? i hope not. 'cause i know, the second that one rumor/news come out, that very second too, you spill that crams up your mind. no, don't. can't you see that's a trick? sm has already said they will take charge if assumptions made by certain people, which are obviously, us, that are simply ludicrous. if you are thinking of posting up an update/rumor that is not confirmed or seemingly suspicious, i suggest you not to. that action of yours might backfire. not just to you, but exo too.

you and i both know that exo stans are fairly judged by all the kpop family 'cause there has been a lot of fanwars involving exo stans. i admit this, exo stans can sometimes be real y and stuck up. i admit that i am but it's all for the love of that fave group i have. just like i have this wondrous love for soshi and even shinee. i can't stand when people say ssica is an ice queen or whatever. i really hate those kind of speculations. you haven't even had a chance to talk to her face to face, she might just be the ing friendliest member or somewhat similar to that. yeah, i know. her exterior self seems to portray that she is an ice queen but have you ever wondered that idols kept those kind of image to avoid from being friendly?

there have been cases of fangirls slapped by managers or guards just for getting close to their idols and giving gifts to them, have you ever wondered that maybe they stayed away to keep fans safe? just like kris is staying away, just like exo is staying away. they want to avoid speculations so that fans won't fight against each other. they are avoiding contact with fans so that, we, won't be so y or demanding on this situation. just give them space to settle it.

i know that you're dying to know whether or not, kris is leaving or not. trust me, we all do. i do. 'cause that man is by far, too amazing to leave behind his group. maybe, just maybe, he is doing this to turn the tables. do you want to see sm rookies facing the same problems? do you? do you really want that? so, just stop posting all that updates for awhile. stop doing whatever you are doing. just find a kpop friend or whoever that you know can comfort you. make a crying fest, rewatch a drama, or if you think you'll feel better, go rewatch exo showtime. maybe that might cheer you up but i doubt so. idk. but please do so. don't stay in this circle of giving speculations, posting updates that are not confirmed by any source of media and DO NOT BELIEVE IN THE MEDIA. 'cause if you believe them, you are dumb. media will always change statements or words of claims. so just, keep quiet. stay away. ignore.

it , and yeah, i feel that it too but hey, it might be for the best. just because you had a bad day doesn't mean you're having a bad life. just because it ended, smile because it happened. just because you're a fan, doesn't mean you have a say in it. 'cause that is all we are ever going to be, a fan; a supporter; a little faith. not their decision maker, not their friend and certainly, not in their shoes. for the time being, just support kris with his decision. whatever he does, stay by his side. don't leave, don't go. give him faith, give him hope that even if he leaves, you will always be by his side and you are more than glad to have met or known him 'cause at one point of your life, he made your heart flutter and always will do.

i believe in you kris. ♥