I know there are many other people out there blogged about this. I just want to share what i feel about this one guy that cause this whole uproar. Don't get me wrong i love him to dead. He made me the way i am now. Why? You know all people has past, that include me. And Kris opened my eyes or rather my heart. Never in my whole 23 years of living liking someone as much as i like him. I had liked many band before but not exceding the limit but with this one person i just couldn't help but fell for him. No, not because of his face cause there are plenty handsome guys out there but i still stuck at him. His personality is so similar to mine. At first glance you think "oh he is so cold" but when you take time to be closer to him, he is actually quite a caring person, clumsy and dorky so much like me.

No, it's not cause of this i cried. I told you i has past. Not as much as past just a few years back. I was a lesbian. And i wasn't interested in Kpop. Till i knew SHINee, and from then i began to know about Kpop little by little. I also knew EXO but i just focus on SHINee n SuJu. But then "Wolf" out then suddenly i struck by this "flight" guy. With his short cropped hair and bandana i fell for him. And i fell hard. The lesbian cold me fell for a guy who would never know that i was even exist. I knew it's pathetic but i couldn't help it. My heart beat faster whenever i saw him on youtube or  TV. And EXO came to HK and doing that conser on HK dome festival. I was squelling silly till two children who i took care asking wether i was out of my mind. "Veve lei hai mai jisin a?" They asked. But i just ignored them and continued hogging TVB. 

Then the older one saw where i was gazing and he shouted "Veve yau lam bang yau" loudly. I just smiled at him and ruffled his hair. "I wish i have, you help me pray for it, ok?" II told him instead. He nodded and then continued playing with his brother. From then on everytime he saw EXO on TV he always called me. Ad when that MyDol came with their lockscreen apps i tried it and picked Kris EXO as mine. I waited patiently while downloading it. My heart beat painfully, they told me that i had weak heart so this happen when i got excited, nervous or overly stressed. When i succesfully downloaded it i smiled like like crazy even the children grand mother could see it. I was really happy. 

From then on i collected all the things about him. Do you know what? I even use his birthday as my PIN of my bank account. I love him that much. Well of course as the first male i attract to. I even as far as to say to my former boyfriend that he should thank him for me to date him. But he was just ignored it. And maybe he was jealous as i have him as my lockscreen and my wallpaper instead of my own boyfriend. Now i am currently single. Coz i didn't seem attracted to guys. i just attracted to him.Now i  guess i am WuFansual.

And when i knew the news about him leaving EXO i just blankly stared my phone screen. All emotion left my face. I distracted a whole day. My boss worried about me. I tried to joke like usual but they could see right through me. They asked what's wrong and i just said nothing's wrong. But they didn't believe me and kept pastering me. But they ended up giving up as i was as stubborn as grease stain on your silk clothes. I didn't know how many times i had cried silently. I told my housemates that i was heartbroken. 

I could deal with Hangeng leaving SuJu cause lets face it he barely got any line, but if he left EXO i doubt i could ever deal with it. EXO without his y rapping voice is just so incomplete. I currently listening to random YouTube mix from 2012. And when "History" and "Mama" came up i couldn't help but cried a silent tears especially when his part came. To think that all of his hard work as trainee and debut go to waste is just heart breaking.


So Kris, Wu Yifan, Kevin, Li Jiaheng or whoever you want to change your name to be please come back soon. It's heartbreaking to see the rest of EXO so down and sad. Especially your baby Tao. I could feel he is suffering right now. As much as you are hurting too. I heart you. Just like as many as "Galaxies" out there.