for or against?

Okay,so I think you'll knoe what im talking about.

I read the article on Suho's thoughts about Kris.At first,I was on Kris' side.

I commented on one of his instagram photos,I cant remember but

I think it said,'don't leave,You're exos leader,vocal,rapper,dancer, of exo.'

I teared up .

At first,I was mad.Mad at SM.

Because almost all of their boy bands almost disbanded.

TVXQ was the earliest start.3 members left and formed their own group.

Then came Super Junior.One Chinese member filed a lawsuit , and I thought it would be the last.

But I was wrong.

Apparently,only SHINEE started and is going on with 5.

I dont want to see exo as 11.Just like how I see Super Junior as 15, regardless of subunits.

I dont want exo to end up like SuJu,whose members kept leaving.

Su Ju is in my heart,but exo comes in a close second.

I just cant be an SM stan if the company keeps doing this.

But,

Then I heard Suho's comment.

'He was irresponsible.'

'He only thought of himself,not the members,not the fans.'

Now I have mixed feelings.

What if Suho was right?Maybe Kris really is the one in exo,thinking like that.

But then again,only 5 people ever filed a lawsuit.

And they left, being their successful selves.

I want to say 'Fighting'.

I really do.

But apparently,'we are one' was a lie.

Only the supportive fans were one all this time.

We cheered on for exo,we laughed for exo,we loved exo,

But what if everything goes downhill from now on?

What if they lost us,and gained more haters?

I applaud Suho for standing alone on the stage, accepting the trophy.

But what are the members doing now?

Are they fighting,or are they just keeping their uncomfortable silence?

I dont know why,but it feels as if

Kris is hurting himself right now.

It feels like hes the only one in his room,while the other members are trying to find a way out.

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