after re-read 10080, I realize how much I hate a cheater. And I hate the third-wheel more.

It's like I wanna kill kyungsoo and chanyeol at the same time. I'm not sad at all, all I feel is anger and this urge to throw things near me but I can't do that at time because the only thing near me is my laptop. There's no way I broke it, AGAIN.

This is stupid of me for even make a blog post about it/sighs.

but I don't understand why I can't hate my dad for cheating on my mom, eventhough it happened last years.

hmm... looks like something wrong with me.