I feel really down right now after read some news...

One of my favorite author leave this side, she will deactive her account soon and it's kinda sad for me... (i know some already deactive their account too but this one leave message said she will leave and i really sad to hear that)

I remember when the first time i stumble to AFF, despite my difficulty to understand English it's really fun to read fanfics about your favorite idol... The author in here really the best... They write such amazing story and not scare to give such unique idea for their story. The first year author-nim is daebak and the story is varieable and it's not boring too... (i'm not saying the new author-nim is not good but the first year is jinja daebak...)

I start to write story too because i wanted to made my English improve and after i started i get addicted. It's not just help me in my English but also give me another pleasure whenever i read a new comment under my story... It's really fun to read the comment and also to replay them but now the reader who comment decrease so fast... (Some amazing story have low comment but some get so much comment although the story so boring or have bad grammar) It's really different with the first time i join AFF... Now reader really love just stay as silent reader.

But...

I don't know since when this happening but suddenly one by one SHINee author not show up anymore... From their constant update it's turn up to weeks, months, years and there some too leve without finishing their story...

From what i see there four big issue for this SHINee (author to choose stop writing :

1. They get busy in their life and it's make them not have time to write anymore. (i have this pron

2. Since this side make so much rule in writing fanfics make some author who have best imagination step away and choose to leave and move to another side. (i hate this too cause it's make you can't going really - really wild)

3. Have too much story need to update and can't choose what their need to finish first and stop because not have any idea what to write anymore

4. They already loss interest in writing SHINee fanfics because they get stuck with a new group.

That four option is the most reason you will find when some author missing.

But, from that four option what i hate the most and make me sad is the option number 4. Although you find your self trap in the other group please still continue your work. Or if you not have feeling to finish it anymore just tell your reader you wouldn't continue the story again so some reader who still loyal to read your story will know. Instead make it in hiatus condition when you actually wouldn't ever back and finish it, just delete it imediately.

It's so sad to see amazing story just stop in the middle way just because you wanted to write a story with your new interest. There also some author who really have amazing idea and write all of them just in foreword but when come to the actual chapter it's never out.

I don't said this because i'm angry but it's all because i'm sad... One by one story in my subscribing list i can't read them anymore because the author already deactive or get banish or turn their story to draft statues.

I go to those author wall to ask about when they will updating but what i find the account already not exist anymore or the author already never comeback for a long time...

Although it's much tiring i will still doing that... I don't want they just leave me cliffhanger in the middle. I need an ending and i need the good good bye....

Aahhh... Sorry for my sudden outburst... But, i can't hold it anymore.... I already save this problem for years and i just can't take it anymore... I just need it out from my body and mind...

I'm sorry if my words too harsh i don't mean to hurting any body... I just wanted to share my mind...

Gomawo...

I just have one message :

Don't say Once a Shawol, Always a Shawol if you don't know what that mean...

Don't say Once a Shawol, Always a Shawol if you not sure you will stay faithfull to stay in SHINee Word...

Don't say Once a Shawol, Always a Shawol if you will leave the fandom in the future and talk bad about SHINee...

So annyeong....

Love MyMinnieMe ^^

ps: sorry if my grammar not good cause English not my first language or my writing is messy because i write this when my bedroom light is off...