If I were to meet BTS and become like this=.=... What the hell bro...?

Hey guys:D So... ummm... I'm back with my daily rants^^

I feel.... giddy? No. No. That's not the right word but my heart is beating like crazy right now. I think I'm gonna have a heart attack guysT^T

I had this dream yesterday. I went to this fan-signing event at a nearby shopping mall. In that dream, I was standing in the centre of the place holding this paper or was it an autograph book or an album... I dunno but I was in the middle of the shopping mall looking like:

I was seriously clueless but I know I was gonna meet a kpop group but I just don't know which one. When I looked around, there was no one, so, I said, "What the is going on?"

But then, this man(the group's manager) started to pull me to go somewhere and I obediently followed.

That was when I saw that BTS was on the stage, waiting at their table to give their autograph. The manager told me that I was a lucky fan. I won through this lucky draw thing and was able to meet BTS before the event starts. It would only be me and the Bangtan Boys... And when he told me that I was like:

I lost my and started muttering nonsense like, "My heart can't deal with these kinds of man. Do not play with my heart!" But the manager pulled me closer to the stage and the BTS members started waving at me and I was like, " no! I don't want to see them! I will die! NO!!!!"

The BTS boys seemed confused and amused by my behaviour since I was literally pulling away from the manager, clinging onto this pole they had at the side stage. I looked stupid=.=' I know.

Manager: Girl, you won the game. You can meet the boys. Just go!

Me: Damn it old man! My ovaries are not ready for this!

Manager: It's once in a life time thing.

Me: And it's going to kill me! Let me go. I need to drown myself in the ing toilet bowl.

Manager: Calm down. The boys will be nice.

Me: NO!!!!!!!!!!!!! If they're nice and sweet, I'm gonna die!

Manager: They'll be rough then.

Me: Then, I'll really die!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah.... That was how the scene went on. Me struggling with the manager who was pulling me onto the stage while the BTS boys stayed at the side line not knowing what to do. I heard Suga saying, "I don't get it. Does she hate or love us?" I didn't reply to him and kept on saying, "MY ING FEELS ARE ALL OVER THE PLACE! I NEED TO GO HOME! THIS IS NOT GOOD FOR MY HEALTH!"

That was when the boys finally decided to step out to reassure me or something but........................... I fainted=.= Great. Just great.

Seriously, you know how fans want to meet their idols? Well, I don't=.=' Weird you say? yeah... I find it weird too. I dunno. I just... Ugh.... It's just that I feel shy? LOL>< My mom is fine if I wanna go to a fansign(I think) but she's not okay with the concert thing. But still, I won't go. I....................................... am too shy. *sigh* what is wrong with me? But please, can you imagine looking into the eyes of the people you adore? I can't! It make me wanna vomit>< *squeaks*

Gosh.... This dream is gonna haunt me for a few days... Unless I make a story out of it><

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jessie14 #1 May 19, 2014 01:49:13

haha yeah, it's something we international fans only dream about until the miracle and unbelievable day when we get to see them up close, like... for real, and it's sort of like the more real it is the more we can't believe it haha ^^

LittlePanda1 #2 Apr 27, 2014 22:57:50

Omg yes make it a one short or so xD hahaha
That's too funny~ I think I would freak too but idk about fighting the manager tho haha

BabyShawol #3 Apr 26, 2014 16:13:52

Make a story out of it!!!!

exoticaliens #4 Apr 26, 2014 09:58:19

This is daebak! Hahahaha if that's your reaction it'll be adorable yet creepy for the boys HAHAHAHA but if you're going to meet them for real, I'm sure you'll get a hold of yourself ^^

wackozone #5 Apr 25, 2014 21:27:42

Hahaha...I can imagine you clinging to the pole and yelling at the manager!

Baconx3 #6 Apr 25, 2014 13:20:44

omg i know that this is weird for me to say this but i find this dream of yours really adorable!
i mean idek-
i can imagine myself in your shoes and- yeah.
like if my idols actually stood in front of and attempt to talk to me i'll be like slapping my cheeks to wake myself up or maybe just fall on the ground with my jelly-ish legs--

I WON'T EVEN BE ABLE TO LOOK AT THEM IN THE EYE AND BREATHE PROPERLY
99% OF MIND WILL JUST BE "WHATISAIR WHATISAIR WHATISAIR WHATINTHEFLIPPINGWORLDISAIR"

;------;
w h y

MrKwon-is-so-Lovely #7 Apr 25, 2014 13:08:55

I know its like ,,, they're soo close at the signing event but so far at the same time.

xoxh3l3nxox #8 Apr 25, 2014 11:55:29

I have to say it's not weird that you don't want to meet your idols, I'm the same way. I get nervous at the thought of going to a concert :(

christine12 #9 Apr 25, 2014 11:48:16

Ahahahaha!!!!!
I was laughing out loud with that "rant" of yours!!! Haha

ohmygoshwhy #10 Apr 25, 2014 11:05:21

AHAHAHAHHAHAHHHAAHA

Mikkie #11 Apr 25, 2014 09:36:15

Lol>.< you should totally (wow. Where did the "totally" come from?) Make that dream of yours into a fanfic.
I would so read it!!!!! Tell me when you do!!!

farceur #12 Apr 25, 2014 09:27:59

sobs om f i am crying your 'conversation' with the manager and Suga's line oh my gd HAHAHAHAHHAHA .

tbh I can understand why you wouldn't want to go buuuut if I ever get the chance, I'll still go c: although there's a huge chance I'll embarrass myself but heeeey yolo :D jks. I actually thought you met BTS after I read the title and I was like no no no why when where no b ye

PepeMon #13 Apr 25, 2014 08:34:17

LAMO What a dream, I don't want to meet them either, I'm also afraid of what they'll think of me but If that ever happens to me,I'd be the same but I'd run for mountains lmao. I don't want to meet them, cause I have these mean friends though, whereas If they know I like someone, whenever I'm near them they'd tell me to go to the person and If I say no and fuss about, they be mean and push me towards them, and they'll make sure I'll bash Into them. WHAT WOULD IS SAY IF I BASHED INTO THEM, I'd like .''......Sorry-UH-uhm-hu'' and then I'd try run away but I know my friends would stop me from running away so I'd be like trying to sort out my ovaries and If they try talk to me, I'd swear I'd talk a bit but I'm be stuttering you wouldn't hear nothing coming out mouth, they'd probably be like 'o.O Is she alright?'' lmao...so I agree with you, no thanks ;;.