I've had a writer's block for a long time. I try to write and I get really enthusiastic when I finally manage to write something half-decent, but I have such a hard time finishing anything at the moment. I don't know why, but it's really frustrating. 

Anyway, last night I searched for a fic to read with Suho. I don't normally read kpop fics these days, as I have kind of fallen in love with Teen Wolf fics instead. Anyway, my Suho-search became a Krisho-search and I stumbled upon a story where they were... dadada, werewolves. It kind of got me thinking and I kind of want to write some werewolf-EXO (I've wanted to do werewolf SuJu forever now, but I simply haven't been able to come up with anything I liked. I don't think SuJu is suited as 'wolves...), but I'm also a little bit against writing EXO-fics. I don't know, the whole thing just makes me iffy. I think, and yes, I do realise how stupid it sounds, I would feel like I was cheating on Super Junior. I really want to start writing and I think maybe some EXO drabbles would be helpful, but I just... All this fanwar is bull, but Super Junior means so much to me and it hurts my heart everytime I hear EXOtics talk trash about SJ. It hurts my heart to see SJ insecure about whether or not they will see their fans to the next concert because so many fans have left the fandom already. I know that I will never stop loving Super Junior, that I will always be an ELF at heart. I can listen to EXO's music on Youtube and watch variety shows with them. But I feel bad when I think about buying their album and I feel bad thinking about writing about them. It feels like I'm betraying Super Junior.