(If you don't want to read the whole of this post scroll to last paragraph at the bottom ^^)

So I've been a bit miserable the part couple weeks, to be honest I'm utterly exhausted so My creative flow has dried up a bit. But even though I have been low in mood, I have still been obsessed with one thing, shall I say person...

Jay...ing Jeon Jihwan from The Boss/DGNA/Daikoku Danji (this y man v) ^^

Now this isn't a new obsession, oh no, as soon as they debuted (2010) he was my number 1 (fighting with Mika and Karam for that spot, although injun is really rubbing me the right way these days) because of his dancing skill but I never let myself look at him in a erted way as he was young back then... Well not until their korean comeback last year. The first thing I said when I saw jay was 'boy did you grow up y....(insert dirty innuendo)' 

but I refused to let myself go any further (that and I had an Chanyeol/Onew hardcore obsession still do plus other idols xD) not until his 20th birthday hit (2weeks ago I think now)... As soon as he stopped being that last teenage sounding age (he's 20 now) I was on him like a cat in heat (not literally)

now I don't have Instagram or Twitter (because I'm not a social person, more a social network ninja) but I am very aware that many idols have them, including the The Boss. And this is where the really obsessive part comes in I can't help but check out Jay's Instagram from time to time (http://instagram.com/jihwan0331) (time to time = once a day) xD

The Boy is a Class A Instagram , looking all pretty with his hair and his face..ugh... I mean look at that .

(Mika, hyunmin & jay, L to R)

Anyway this caused me to write a two shot for him (almost done actually) putting a slight delay to my exo story (Baek's part is complete, almost done with Tao's 10 more to go).

Now regarding all the unfinished stories on here. As you noticed for the past 2 years I haven't updated much. This is purely because of my life and the fact that I am a mother, not just to my own son but to my siblings and well, have been most my life if I'm honest (oldest child you see) now this hasn't stopped me writing, no not all I write on paper first (rough copy) then word document (2nd amended copy) then post here (final copy) I've done this since I was 15, so I usually don't worry about plagiarism (not that anyone would plagiarise me but who knows) so I have been writing on paper (rough copy) but that's where it ends. This is purely because I don't have a laptop and haven't for a two years so I cannot multitask by posting and looking after my family.

So to sum this up in one paragraph....

i have a ed crazed obsession with the boss' Jay currently, I am still writing all uncompleted fanfics on here, still writing my exo but I have no laptop to post with, although I have an iPad but no word document to properly edit and post, it only works for blog posts really.

So yeah.... That's the update. Thanks for reading! *waves*

 (Lol me having a rough day :p)

AKTF~xxxKissTheAngelxxx~ Mel x