Feeling Unsettled

Hey guys:) I'm back for my daily rant... *jumps up and down*

These days, I've been feeling unsettled and not safe? I dunno...

It's because I'm waiting to be accepted into a college to continue on my studies... I just, I just feel unsettled no matter what I do. Ugh... 

You know... the feeling of not showering and you feel sticky all over? Yeah, I feel like that(but I shower!)... for some reason, it feels kinda weird not doing anything at home and just waiting. It's almost scary because our future seems so uncertain. 

Gosh... Will I be able to study what I want? Will I be able to get into a college? Will the money be sufficient enough? Can I cope up with the studies when I start to study? Can I... Can I...? UGH!!!!!!! So many questions but no answers at allT^T 

That's life I guess *shrugs*

But another thing that annoys me to the core is when people come up to me and ask me, "What are you planning to do now?" And I would be looking at them with a smile but the real  me in the inside is like this:

STOP ASKING ABOUT MY ING LIFE! I don't know what to do yet and I'm still searching! Stop pestering me to go to this course or that course... I just... UGHHHHH! SHUT THE UP!

I sound stressed all of a sudden. Didn't even know I've been keeping all this to myself=/ *knock head on the table* Yeah, feeling better now. 

 

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hongdous #1
Same here. :( Cheer up okay, hope you feel better <3
BlueBoiceGirl #2
Aye, I have no idea either of what I want to do!! I want to try this and that and they all interest me but arghhhh it's so hard to decide.*v*
LittlePanda1 #3
I feel ya! Im so worried because I graduate high school next year and I have no idea what I want to study, let alone do with my life! WHY MUST LIFE BE SO HARD TTnTT
PHANofMBLAQ #4
Omg yes!!!!
MrKwon-is-so-Lovely #5
Oh my God. Story of my life.
ChuRin #6
Oh i feel you. People are still like that to me and im 22... They ask if im going back to school or how my work is going and all that... Like back the hell up and let me be~ Im happy where i am in life so i dont know why people want me to do all the things they arent. ><
I get so mad too because its always when the family meet after a long time and they ask me those things and i just want to have a nice dinner or christmas (yes they even ruined my christmas with pestering me)
durian2003 #7
They think it's a good conversation starter whereas it turns the situation complete awkward...
=.=
I hate that. No matter ur relation to me! Don't ask! >.< Cuz me don't know
b2stie #8
Hahahahahaha! OMG I loved the gif of the saber light sword xD Anyways, don't needa feel rush. Just because you get into a university it doesn't guarantee you anything anyways. Haha I do feel you though, I was jobless and school less for 6 whole months and everyday I just sit and wonder what am I going to do next. Everything is uncertain but you just gotta take that big leap of faith and do what you think is best for you. It depends on you, I mean I'm working now, I'm going back to school and I still don't know what the heck I'm doing. Just do you lol. It will get scary cause you'll feel like a bum and failure, but if you do what you do, it'll resolve haha. Not sure if this helps you but just wanted to let you know, you're not alone. Best luck, hope your college exams goes good for you though!
ohmygoshwhy #9

Well......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-M2JZYBqtRQ

Yes. Because you deserve multiple "Hwaiting"s XD
mysticlove81 #10
I hate when I get those feelings also it's really terrible hope you feel better:)
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