Music helps me

I'll be honest, music is what is mainly getting me through this

not friends or the inspirational videos on YouTube 

Music

It's.... A double handed sword though

Although I use it to fight off the demons, it hurts me just as much

The songs that once helped me through have memories tied to them

While some are good

Others hurt now

So while the songs helps me, it pains to me to hear them 

I have grown too attached to them and I cant let them go

So I need suggestions, any ideas for songs to easy the pain?

I have a pretty broad taste in music so don't worry if you thinks it's too weird, I am okay with it

I just need something to take the edge of 

Try not recommend mayday parade, that's usually my go to band for this and it's becoming harder and harder to click the play button when it hurts too much to hear the song yet wanting to listen to it

I....just need a change