I HATE LIFE!!!!! Recently, i fell for this senior of mine (an infactuation) and i hate another senior (they r both from my CCA) who r actually close friends. 

But! I actually dreamt of that senior i hate instead of the senior i like!!!! No!!! My friend kept on telling me enemies ends up together and mumble nonsense about 'yuan fen' (yes, its a chinese word). 

Wtf?! No im definitely not liking him!! Cuz if i like him, it means hell will break loose. And im not the kinda person to have two crushes. I dislike that. But the thought of my senior *faints* too much for me to take... 

I...Hate...Life...It.......