"Oppa!" You shouted to Myungsoo. His eyes lit up at the sight of you.

"Aeri-ah why are you late again?"

"I sort of woke up late...anyway what do you want to tell me?"

" I want to tell you that i am going to debut soon!" 

"Jinjia? Chukahae!" the two of you celebrated it.

That is three weeks ago. And that is why you are here. Myungsoo had call you to come over to his apartment. 

But when you step inside, it is not the Myungsoo that you love from the past. He is...cold to you.

"O-oppa?"

"oh.Aeri you are here."

"neh.why did you call me over?"

"Aeri...lets break up."

you stumble a little. "What?"

"Seriously this isnt going to work out. I have just debut and i wont have time for you. We already lose contact for two weeks and..." you didnt hear what he said next because you ran out of the house. 

Now you are standing in your washroom with the knife in your hand. You had been cutting yourself for a month. And a month ago Myungsoo broke up wih you. You pick up your phone to call Myungsoo.

"Wae?"

"Oppa...ani Myungsoo can you listen to me a while?"

"Aeri i dont have time to listen to all your crap."

"I promise that this will be the last time i call you. I promise that this will be the last time you hear my voice. I promise that a month ago wll be the last time you saw me..."

"what? W-wait Aeri what are you planning to do?" you heard the door slam shut on the other line.

"Nothing just trying something new...why care about it now? It is nothing at all..." You drop the phone into the basin which is full of water. The line got cut immediately since your phone isnt waterproof (or is there one?). You took the knife and slit your wrist before using all your strength to climb into the bathtub and went under water. 

You started to see darkness and when you thought your life is finally ending, a pair of strong arms grab your collar and pull you out. You immediately gasp for air.

"Aeri... Why are you doing this? He saw the scars on your arms. He touch one of them. "and this?"

"you dont need to know..." you said weakly. "since you dont care about me..."

"Who said i dont care about you? If i dont, then you will have been dead!"

"But you no longer love me...you did this as a chingu."

"Aeri...i still love you..." you smile weakly at him as you silently reach out for your knife again. 

"But its too late Myungsoo. I know that i dont match you...you deserve someone better." you grab your knife. He grab your other hand.

"No...you are the one that i love..."

"Its too late..." you stab yourself. His eyes widen as your hand slip out of his grasp. "Goodbye Myungsoo..." thats the last thing you said before your eyes close completely. Thats when Myungsoo know how you felt when you heard him say the words 'break up'.