My Fears and a knock-down!

Hello:) How are you guys today?!!!! Last night, I dreamt of buying a new notebook and a few minutes ago, I realized that it was just a dream... Feeling so bummed right now *teary-eyes* The notebook was so pretty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want it....... Am I being too obsessed with notebook until I'm dreaming of buying one? Goshhh....

Ya' know.... I have a lot of fears in life.... I wanna make a list. Well, I don't think I'll be able to state everything but........ I'll try^^

1. Fear of heights. I have issues with heights, seriously! 

2. Fear of drowning. I can't swim!=.=' I almost drowned myself in a freaking pool and was traumatized by it till now..... 

3. I'm scared of insects and those stupid bugs which can never have a life of their own! They would usually go to the person who's scared of it the most *points to myself* Feeling ing annoyed and scared by it.

4. Fear of embarrassing myself in public><' Because of this, I would usually stare at my shoes or just look down when I walk around in a crowded area alone. I feel left out or something.... Serious case of inferiority complex.

5. AND THE MOST SCARIEST IS when my mom or grandma calls me by my full name in this eerie tone... That means I did something wrong and gonna get a freaking long lecture from them. 

Put all this together, I'll be like this:

Yes, yes, there's only 5 and I got much more but I don't think you guys would read them all cuz this blogpost would become a long- essay...

Today, I'm gonna spend my day like this:

Wait, I think I'll be posting up two new stories=.=' I can't keep it any longer. The idea is bugging me too much. When I'm done with the forword, I'll tell you guys more about it^^ But, I think I'll have a hard time with it.......

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yonggukismine #1
I have many fears too we guys would be a great group of people :D height insects and deep waters we have in common!
KPOPgaDAISUKI #2
I'm scared of heights, water and people too XP
I've always been scared of heights because I fell from the stairs as a little kid, but it has gotten even worse. Now I don't even have to see how high I am to get scared, which makes it harder because previously I would just close my eyes or something ^.^" I have to fly on a plane in two months and I have never been on one before />o<\ I'm already stressing about it, because what if they say "We are now 10km above the earth" and I envision it >.< ... I can't get of when the stress gets too high >.<

I am scared of water that I can't see the bottom of. We have a pool in our yard, but when it is summer again and the pool hasn't been cleaned yet since autumn but we want to swim... I can't because even though I know I can stand, because the bottom in invisible and I hate that XD

I have trouble meeting new people, because I'm too conscious of what I'm saying and how I'm acting. Even around friends so I haven't met them in a while, because I didn't feel comfortable around them >.< I have less difficulty in walking around a mall than at for example a party, because people I know I find even scarier. When strangers judge you, that isn't a big deal, because you will never meet them again, but family/friends... it is tougher when you see judgement in their eyes >.< Hopefully I'll get more confident with my new work. The work I've been doing till has already helped a lot, so I hope that one day I'll also be able to have a boyfriend and stuff XD

So you aren't that weird, there are people even weirder XD
Sorry for my essay like post O.O
shinee4ever2012 #3
No.5 is sooo effing truee! My mom would be like "*screams my full name*" and im gonna be like "O.O ! What did i do this time?"
Wonachan #4
You have many on-going stories...and your fears aren't mine at all...only the insects one...
ohmygoshwhy #5
LOL OMG. ASIAN ELDERS CALLING YOUR NAME IS SERIOUSLY SCARY.
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