First of all, Thank you!

2600+ subs? I'm a bit late with saying it, but I have to. THANK YOU. I'm still surprised at that amount seeing is this is my first year on this site. Even though I am seriously lacking in my writing, I just want to say thank you to all my readers. Like honestly, how can you read such terrible writing? Like I honestly don't get it. But yeah, thanks so much. Even though I still have much to learn, I guess I never actually thought anyone would read my stuff. I should stop before I start crying lol. 

Anyways, I should really get to the point.

I have my internship at the hospital and school to think about. I barely turned 22 this year and I'm not getting any younger. Writing has been my passion but I just tapped into it. There are so many journals and notebooks filled with stories lying all over my bedroom that I wanted to share but never had the time. Stories that are extremely dear to me. So even though I am so busy that I don't get any sleep, I still try my best to update for everyone. So I guess this is a way to say that even though I don't update as much as I used to, when I do, I just really want to see comments. That's all I ask. Seriously. Not seeing comments makes me want to just give up- which I probably am at some point- but still I'm trying.

Also, after Wolves series and my ongoing stories are over-I really don't know what to do. I seriously came to dislike this site. No joke. I thought it would be the perfect opportunity to write what I want and to share with others. Boy was I extremely wrong. I obviously don't hate you guys /shakes head furiously/ but the people and the way things have become here. The fact that everyone is fighting to get featured, the fangirls who try desperately to protect their favorite authors, and the lack of support for small author's who have AMAZING stories. Also, the way some readers can be so rude and disreespectful is beyond me. Just because I'm a writer doesn't mean that I'm trying to go against your precious authors. I mean what's the point in writing if the whole site is made for the popular authors? Seriously. I'm not lying. Also, I'm not bashing anyone. I'm just stating what I see. To be honest, I once thought about wanting to get featured but what's the point? It's not like you're going to get anything out of it. I may seem hypocritical and jealous but I don't care anymore. Every time I come to this site, I see people begging for points so they can advertise and try to get featured. I guess I just came to a point where I'm giving up. 

I mean, I am going to give up sooner or later.

So for now, I have decided to put my 4 ongoing stories (Before I Let You Go, A Frozen Flower, Nightmares and Dreamscapes and How I Met Byun Baekhyun) to Friends Only because I only trust the people who actually talk to me and comment. So if you befriend me, I probably will be a little upset but I'll still accept. I can't handle not allowing anyone to read my things. So yeah, once I get past my depressing state then I will change everything back to normal.

But that doesn't mean I will just quit without saying goodbye and leave my stories finished. I'm not that much of a . Once I finish all my stories (I'm fighting desperately to not start new ones) I haven't really decided what to do. I won't do Live journal since I also hate that site (I'm weird I know). So I have nowhere to put my stories up. Will I continue staying here? More than likely yeah since this is the only site that I can think of. But I probably won't write anymore but just help others.  But then again, I always break my own rules /shrugs/ 

Does that even make sense? Maybe? Maybe not? I'll be staying here in 2014. I really want you guys to finish reading my stories before I decide what to do. Hopefully I won't end up growing old with this site. So yeah, my stories are my babies so I want to share them before I finally make my decision. Who knows what will happen? Only time will tell.

Well, that's it. I should go back to sleep before I get sick again.

So yeah, if you have any questions then let me know? 

/blushes deeply/ Here's a picture of me to make you feel better.

Look at that nerd /shakes head/