Sad life of mine + my unrequited pain from love

i don like 2014 cos...

.i found out that i got a fatal disease right on the first day of 2914. YAY. SENSE MY EXCITEMENT. -.- luckily its still curable....i hope

.i was forced to close down my blogshop

.WORST THING--> CONFESSED TO CRUSH ONLY TO HAVE THEM SAY:

"sorry. :/ i like someone else. yup we can still be frens. Awkwardly walks away."

-NO BLOGSHOP NO MONEY

-NO MONEY PLUS REJECTION FROM A LONG TIME CRUSH = ME EMO NON STOP.

-PLUS KNOWING THAT I MIGHT DIE.

WOW. THIS YEAR....SO AMAZING. TELL ME MORE. -.-

and it srsly hurts when you r high in hope that your crush might like you cos his ask.fm answers describe you. BUT THEN, he just gotta reject and you r all like /shocked till no tmr and feel as if everything is a dream and read angst and watch angst and want cry to release your emotion but cant/ 

but thanks for slamming the truth in my face and beingg straight forward cos thats the main reason why i like you. :)

AND THE NEXT DAY YOU JUST HAVE TO UNEXPECTEDLY MEET ME WITH THE DISTANCE LESS THAN 50CM IN BETWEEN US AND SAY "HI." WHEN I M TRYING SO DAMN HARD TO FORGET AND GET OVER THIS PAIN AND AGONY. 

DAMN 2014. 

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jst_yh_mv #1
Jiayouh! ILY~ :))) I got rejected to,he didnt even tell me reason. And i am short of money also. And i might die, might need go surgery, not currently, but will need if my spine gets worse.
SO cheer up:) I will be thr for you!
kaiizee
#2
Everything gets better. You may look at this and say, wow I've seen this before, but trust me, patience is a virtue and everything happens for a reason :). All you gotta do is wait.
gordeebrubaduck
#3
omg you okay?

and do get better from the poopoo :'(
Geminiatheart #4
My feels right now....
Look to the future!!!
Things will definitely improve!
jiyonglurver #5
Awww get well soon okay!!! >< and it's sad that your crush rejected u but at least he did so now u know u don't have to spend time liking him anymore :) and hope your blogshop opens soon :D take care :3