Sad life of mine + my unrequited pain from love
i don like 2014 cos...
.i found out that i got a fatal disease right on the first day of 2914. YAY. SENSE MY EXCITEMENT. -.- luckily its still curable....i hope
.i was forced to close down my blogshop
.WORST THING--> CONFESSED TO CRUSH ONLY TO HAVE THEM SAY:
"sorry. :/ i like someone else. yup we can still be frens. Awkwardly walks away."
-NO BLOGSHOP NO MONEY
-NO MONEY PLUS REJECTION FROM A LONG TIME CRUSH = ME EMO NON STOP.
-PLUS KNOWING THAT I MIGHT DIE.
WOW. THIS YEAR....SO AMAZING. TELL ME MORE. -.-
and it srsly hurts when you r high in hope that your crush might like you cos his ask.fm answers describe you. BUT THEN, he just gotta reject and you r all like /shocked till no tmr and feel as if everything is a dream and read angst and watch angst and want cry to release your emotion but cant/
but thanks for slamming the truth in my face and beingg straight forward cos thats the main reason why i like you. :)
AND THE NEXT DAY YOU JUST HAVE TO UNEXPECTEDLY MEET ME WITH THE DISTANCE LESS THAN 50CM IN BETWEEN US AND SAY "HI." WHEN I M TRYING SO DAMN HARD TO FORGET AND GET OVER THIS PAIN AND AGONY.
DAMN 2014.
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