Okay so I really hate to do this but I will no longer be writing for AFF at least I don't think so. I honestly try and try to write but I have literally have lost all motivation to do so anymore. I hate to leave my stories unfinished but I can't write. I just can't. It's hard. 

I have previously stated that I was depressed and I had relapsed and I thought I was getting better and guess what? I haven't. It's hard for me to so menial tasks like getting out of bed in the morning or eating or drinking sometimes even breathing. Don't even ask about leaving my house. I used to be able to handle out like going out with my friends, rendezvous I had and such. but it's just gotten worse. I have to focus on more important things like getting my life back together and trying not to slip back in to old habits of pushing people away and finding comfort in toxic relationships or  with a bottle of vodka cause that's not the way I want to recover. 

im sorry to have to say goodbye like this but I have to put my health  before a story. That's not what I want my energy to go to. And trust me when I say it is tiring. 

Anyway sorry again. Hopefully I'll be able to come back and write some more. Think of this as more of a see you later cause there will be days that I will have a burst of inspiration to write something and maybe then I'll be able to finish. Until then