so , where should i start this . ok . kim jongin . the first time i met you was on exo first teaser, 21st december 2011. at that time i was like "ouh this boy is just an ordinary boy , theres nothing special bla bla bla but theres something special on you that keep me stay. idk what is this. and after that , few teasers were release and i cant help but to love you more and more. i love how the way you put your whole life in dancing, i love how much you work hard just to please your fans. so thru these years , i've learned so much about you ; you love to cry, yes i hate it ok srsly that moment when you just cant hold it anymore and burst into tears . heol it make my heart ache in pain .. jongin.

(((cant stop crying //sobbing )) 

btw . im so sorry cuz i dont have any fancy edit to show for your birthday because i was watching all your video in mama/wolf era and crying. ((not even kidding)) pmsl .these is all i can come up with. plus my drawing of you is not done yet sobs anyway thank you for bring laughters and tears in my life, thank you for always work hard,  thanks for always keep moving even there were so many people hatin on you , thanks for keep smiling and everything. please always be the kim jongin that i love forever ; the one who really passionate in dancing, the chicken mania, the one who have the most beautiful smile . i, we will always stay by your side. stay humble , keep shining kim jongin . i love you , 

Happy Birthday To You , Love. enjoy your day and don't forget to smile because it's a reason for me to keep alive . 

//bye gonna listen to us against the world and cry again//