Feeling like my life is meaningless and everyone in it lets me down.
How do you deal with this feeling?
I don't even have the right to feel it, there are people worse off than I am.
I don't know what I'm complaining for, but I can't stop hurting.
Or wanting to cry.

For the record, I hate crying.

Wish I could find somewhere to go and scream my heart out like they do in the dramas.
It seems fitting. But it's scary weather outside and I'd rather not be blown away.

So, I guess I'll just find some Infinite and see if they can't lift my mood, full blast through my head phones. Sounds nice.