Okay. So, I've been AWOL for a while. 

2013 was a busy year. Travelled a bit. Broke up with my boyfriend, got back together with my boyfriend, worked a tone, battled depression and hangovers and a social life, quit my job, enjoyed unemployment, travelled some more, got a new job and 2014 started with our second break up, some more depression and, eventually, coming to terms with things. 

We're trying to be friends, now. He wants to be with me, again, but I feel like it would just go the same way and end the same way. Like, yeah, I miss him like hell, but what can I do? We're better off apart. Genuinely. Most of my depression was caused by him being an for no reason. But it feels better being friends again. 

Besides.. I might be interested in someone else.. but I'm not sure how to do the whole new person thing.. because me and my ex just kind of fell into it from being friends.. I've never done the whole dating thing.. and the chase part is so unfamiliar to me, genuinely, keep talking to him and saying all this pointless crap and instantly being all 'Oh, ' because I'm coming across as such a loser, but I don't know. I was so dependant on my ex that I'm still learning how to communicate with people who aren't him. It's very difficult being a single lady again. Jeez. 

Haha. Well, I've posted two chapters of Painfully Underage, and will hopefully have it finished within the next month or so. 

THANKYOU FOR BEING PATIENT! 

Jen. xx