Oh. Hi There 2014. 

First off, thanks to 2013. The memories made, the lessons learned, the chances I took, the chances I lost- the ups, the downs, the merry-go-rounds. 2013 was a game changer. Although it was hectic and stressfull and seemed like everything was falling too soon and too fast- looking back on it now, I see how much I've grown as a person, as a daughter, a friend and more. 

Thanks to my parents. They've stood by my side when everyone else chose to leave. Although I I've done and said things I'm not proud of, even if it was not last year, somewhere before and I know it has hurt them- and they have done nothing but let me know of my mistakes and show me how to make it right,  I'm still trying to make it right, to grow into the person that they can be proud of. I want to make up for all the lost time and the long talks. I hope this year I could get closer to them than I already am and prove that I could be a better person and grow to be an individual who can stay on her own feet. I don't want to promise, but I will try. 

Thanks to my friends. Oh dear lord of the dorks. I have no idea what I would do without them. The mermaid, the hairy-bear, the cat and the gangster. Not like any of you are going to see this, but I might as well say it here because-well I'm me. Heart-to-Heart Convo? ain't nobody got time for that. Very well, Thank you so much for staying by my side even though I'm stubborn and sometimes hopeless. I know you guys are trying to help me out and I deeply appreciate it. I see it and I know it and I feel it. I couldn't ask for a better company- unless it was Samsung, then I'll choose Samsung. I love you guys. Stay with me. Just a little longer. 

Thanks to My dearest Baby Jung. For introducting me to love and it's endless possibilities. To the world of words. To a world where I could finally show because you know very well that I at saying. I'm still learning how to walk so please don't ask me to fly yet. My wings are sitll growing and it will take time. I don't know how much. Days, weeks, months, maybe Years. I'm sorry, if you ever feel chained down, please don't. I don't want to be the one to hold you back. I just need sometime so I can walk by myself. You were such a huge part of me, You are. Selfish,I know. I've always been and I'm trying. Just a bit more time and I'll learn. To cherish and smile, like what you taught me to. 

Now that everything's been said. I'm glad 2013 ended without regrets.

2014. We have definitely started off on a good note. There's more to be seen, to be heard, to be learned, to be felt and experienced. I hope this year I can show a new side of me, a side that's been nourished and grown with time. 

-January 3rd, 2014. 

Nyx.