This is the first time that I am writing a blog here. I don't know why but I just feel that there's a need to write this blog. Well, at least to make me feel slightly better which I think it's not going to work but never know til I try because expressing my thoughts on Twitter still doesn't make much differences.

As stated in the title, you should have figure it out what this blog is going to talk about. Yes, its about the TaEun breaking news. Our Taemin and Naeun is going to leave We Got Married within the next month. Apparently, it's January 2014. For me, 2013 has been a great year so far but after this news, it proves me the otherwise. At least I get to see some of the idols which I have been a fan of. One of them , of course, it's Apink.

Without TaEun, I wouldn't have know Naeun, I wouldn't have visited Apink when they made a visit to Singapore. I wouldn't have been a pinkpanda as well. I didn't knew I would have grew so attached to Taeun, really. I absolutely have no idea about that. Oh, I don't know how long will this post be or how short will it be because I just type whatever comes to my mind.

I am sure some of the shawols and pinkpandas feel happy about them leaving because of the critism remarks or whatever. But I am glad that at least, I support Taeun from the beginning. I am still going to support them no matter what, but I am just still disappointed as to why they leave that fast.

I am also sure that most Taeunians have been preparing themselves for this breaking news, this dreadful moment which we have been trying to escape from but to no avail. Yet, we all know that we still can't accept the fact as reality hits us. This is why I dislike We Got Married from the start. Because I know all these will come to an end but I still choose to accompany Taeun and ships them.

Taeun is the only couple (female + male) which I ship so hard for and I doubt there is any other pairing (female + male) who I am going to ship as hard as Taeun. Of course I know, this is still a variety show. There are cameras around and it's hard to fall in love with someone else in this situation. I know it very well. But, I hope they still remain as friends. I believe this is what all Taeunians have been wishing for and will still hope for it to happen.

To me, I think Naeun is really a pretty, cute, kind and shy girl. Despite that she is an introvert, she still try to make herself appeal to the audience. As an introvert, you should know that it's hard for one to speak up. Well, at least for me.

Of course, Taemin is a great guy as well. Personally, I think they are the cutest couple out there. Oh right, this is also the first time I have been watching We Got Married from the start til well.. the coming end. Even though it's only around 20 - 25mins of them per week, it's still worth the wait. Even if I was having exams, I will still watch Taeun. I guess, Taeun makes a huge impact to my life. At least, my teenage life for now.

I know 10 years down the road, there will be very limited people who knows about Taeun, or even Kpop. However, I am sure that I won't forget this little cute couple, existing in my life for 8 months.

What makes me even more sad and lost is that, I had just written down the character linking and have a plot in my head for my Taeun fanfic, " Magnet " yesterday. Still happily typing out my Taeun fanfic and sleep peacefully.Then it all crashes down, when I saw my Twitter stating they will leave We Got Married within next month. The first thing I did was to count how many more episodes are there left and the reality hits me again. The maximum is 4 more episodes.

To be honest, I am still sighing while I am typing this. I don't know how will Taeunians in the world will react to this but I guess there is one simple word which will sum it up. " Sad. "

For your information , this whole thing is not planned ( refers to this blog ), I just type it out whatever comes to my mind.

The thing is, I don't know how shall I continue to watch Taeun We Got Married after this news. I hope it will be better after some time goes by. Also, I don't know how will I react to the last episode of them being together. I think, the fliming is ending really soon, probably next week or something. I don't know. I don't know how will they react as well. Maybe they will just laugh it off and promise each other that they will still be good friends. Well, that's what I am hoping for.

I hope I don't cry too much when it's the last episode of them departing but I would have lied if I said I wouldn't cry a bit because I know that's kind of impossible.

Fellow Taeunians, I hope you will still protect and support Taeun no matter what in the future. Don't be too sad about it for too long because, " Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened. "

Right now, I am listening to 2ne1's Missing you. I have no idea why as well, the song just comes to my head.

The funny thing is, I felt even worst and more sad as compared to knowing Jessica had injured in the HK airport because I know she will be fine as she is a kind girl. But this is totally different, this is something that we all know that it's not going to be fine anymore after them leaving as it's just the end of them appearing at We Got Married. Which also means, there is a chance of them being strangers.

Nonetheless, I am still glad that I know about Taeun. I think the memories made is the most important in life at least for fellow Taeunians, for Taemin and also for Naeun. I hope you guys will not forget this. Even though Taemin is a bit forgetful, I am sure he won't forget a girl named Son Na Eun for at least the next 20 years. Same goes for Naeun.

With that, I end this and hope 2014 for everyone isn't that bad despite Taeun leaving We Got Married. Fighting, everyone !