HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DUBU LEADER ONEW

25 years...

Im still thinking what I want to say cause I don’t know where to start. I have so many things in mind but

 

Onew has always been known as a warm and gentle man. The man who always makes others shine first before himself. A mama’s boy, a chicken maniac and the one who knows how to silently seduce and tease his fans. He is an idol who pretends to be okay when he trips but when once inside the car, he starts to cry. The one who is always silent during interviews and lets his dongsaengs speak. The guy who loves to sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep. The one that ranked second place in his senior year. He is good looking, has a sweet voice, intelligent, respectful to everyone in short “the perfect man”

But...

 

He also has his own flaws

Which not everyone can fully accept

But after everything, it made my love for him become stronger...

 

The first time I ever found Onew so attractive, thank you hello baby.

The smile that captivates every MVPs heart in an instant

Those thighs that distracts me all the time

Those ABS that will never be shown

That sweet voice that sets us to sleep

Those baby hands that feel like kitten paws

Those muscled arms that looks so y

 

ONEW IS LEE JINKI

LEE JINKI IS ONEW

 

 

TO MY BABY,

Im wishing pure happiness to welcome you each morning

Im wishing you good health to continue what makes you happy the most, singing.

Im wishing you luck in all of your decisions in life

Im wishing you all the love in the world cause you are special

 

To the best leader

To the most loving son

To the single father of four lovely and SHINee-ing Kids

To the most warm and gentle man I have ever known

 

To you, Im just one of those fans but to me, you are my everything...My MVP:”>

 

 

Today is your day LEADERNIM!

I remember the very FIRST time I ever saw you.

You were skinny and flawless

You were smiling

You were dripping in sweat singing “Areumdawo”

It lasted for 12 seconds but it seems like the time stopped at that moment because I cant explain what I felt

It was fast and slow. Fast that it only lasted for seconds but slow cause when you sang in front of me it felt like everything is in slow motion

I was happy and sad. Happy that I am finaaly able to see the man I also dreamt of but sad cause reality slapped me that even though I stretch my arms as far as I can, I will never reach you

 

But I was contented and if I ever have the chance again, I will go to your concerts just to see you even just for seconds

I never regret anything

 

I never regret that I idolize you even though others criticize me for it

You are a good example to everyone which makes me like you more

You always show me good sides and taught me a lot of lessons in life

 

Now, I know what I am to you...

You may say you love me every time but the reality is I am just someone who cheers for you in whatever you want. I am just one of those people who hold your lightsticks when you perform. I am just one light of that big ocean dedicated for you

Years from now, I hope you will find someone to bring you happiness just like what you are always doing to me

Years from now, I wish you’ll still be singing

Years from now, I want you to always smile not because you need to but because someone is there to make you do so

Years from now, I know you’ll decide something in your life, getting a girlfriend or getting married ,and I wish you’ll be happy by then..

 

Lee Jinki, when that time comes, I can’t promise you I will be strong but I surely promise you that whatever happens, I will stay by your side and support you in everything

 

Cause your pain will be my pain

Cause your smiles will be my smiles

Cause your tears will be my tears

Cause your happiness will also be my happiness

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONEW!

 

 

 

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Meronew
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Wow~ I feel the same things with you except the fact that you saw him with your own eyes in front of you. You are so lucky. I wish to see him with my own eyes in rael life someday too ~ anyway you wrote perfectly feels like that reading my own thoughts here:)