Lee Jinki!!!! :)

Saengil Chukha Hamnida!! Ahmm. Seriously! I didn't know how to start this because I'm lost for words for what to say to you. You are the first thing that I've been thinking the moment I woke up and eventually you're the last that I think about the moment I slept. Thinking how should I greet you and celebrate your birthday. But being with you is the least thing I can do. 3

There's an obnoxious ocean that separates us but no matter what, I will send through the clouds the love, the joy and the happiness I always felt whenever I see or hear things about you. The love I felt for you is extraordinary that you became the exception from the rule I set for myself "Don't fall for anyone because you will be hurt." But what did you do? Pabo. 

YOU! YOU! YOU! You drag me to your world. The place that I will forever love to be with. This is my happiness, to be where your Earth revolves even though you can't notice me. I will love and support you from this distant. I will never oblige you to love me back nor forsake you for not noticing me. For the reason that you taught me that when we love, it doesn't necessarily need that the person we love would love us back. Because loving someone is the emotion that we felt within the heart and not just an idealistic view from our mind. You are the reason why all those rules I set for myself are shattering. You are the only weakness I have. Yeah! I am not afraid of anything but when I met you I have fear of what life would be without you. I fear about the things that could hurt you. I fear that your smile will fade away. I fear that someday you will meet that girl that will be with you for the rest of your life. I fear that what if she broke your heart. I fear that your heart would be broken. I fear that you will have to live in pain and in sorrow. I fear that you will have to endure it by yourself because you don't want to bother anyone else. I fear that you will smile just because it's necessary and not because you're really happy. I fear those things that could hurt you badly because you are my happiness, Lee Jinki. You are the onlyperson that could make me feel and talk like this. You are the person that I dream of having with because you are simply who you are. A person whose smile can light up every gloomy heart, a smile that can warm and bring happiness to everyone's heart. A person whose selfless enough especially to those person he value the most. A person whose responsible yet not so bossy around. A person whose talented enough yet he didn't perfer to outshine others. A person whose charisma are all over him yet too shy to show them off. A person whose always down-to-earth even though he receive and prove his worth to his industry, to the people who love and hate him and to the world. A man with unexpectable wisdom. A man who is full of imperfection yet dared to show them off with a smile. That is simply him. THE MAN I VALUE THE MOST. THE MAN I WILL FOREVER LOVE TILL THE VERY END.

I will never ever leave you Lee Jinki. You are the only person that made me feel this way. The reason for my smile and laughter and the reason for my happiness, loneliness and craziness. I just.... love you. Thank you for always making my world go roller coaster ride. ALWAYS BE HAPPY.

THANK YOU FOR YOUR EXISTENCE. Happy Birthday again Yeobo! 

Enjoy your day!! Arrasseo?! :)