Okay, right now I'm in the middle of writing a paper for my Bahasa exam, yet I got bored and decided to write my very first post in my AFF blog ^^

You see... I'm in my second year in collage and I'm currently studying about architecture. Things starts getting harder and often makes me cries in the end. Honestly, I've never been crying this much before I got accepted in collage and started my collage life.

When I was in highschool, I used to study when it's necessary and I never had too much problems eventhough my score wasn't the best back then. But right now I'm struggling with a bunch of tasks that almost like coming everyday. There's a lot of deadlines and I have to keep myself awake in the middle of the night to finish all of them. I never lose sleep this much in my entire life and I'm kinda alright with not bathing two times in a day right now (this also because of the deadlines too, sorry if you're disgusted with me ._.). My social life with my friends outside the campus is also not very good either and I don't have plenty time to spend my weekend outside because of my tasks.

Well, I'm not actually complaining about my life though. I'm still enjoying being a 'soon-to-be' architect, but sometimes I got sad when I see my neighbors in my current flat from other program being so carefree about their tasks. Basically all they do are watching tv, gossiping about their boyfriends and wearing make up. I never get a chance to watch the television as all I do in my room is drawing and drawing for the rest of my life. There are guys that likes me and asked me to date them, but I don't have the confidence of dating them as my house section and siteplan's paper are more important for me. Haha

I'm writing this just because I want to share my life experience lately. I hope you can show me your support after reading my post. Lastly, joining AFF is a pleasure of me, as writing a story is another methood of my refreshing besides drawing fanart. Maybe you can read my stories and put a comment and give me subscription? I'd be glad if you give me critiques as well :3