Its really difficult to face the consequence that when the person that we like are not destined for us right? I mean, when you love someone already and he like someone else- It feel so hurt right? And thats what I feel right now. This unwanted feeling. I hate to be like this.

Well poor me then because Im the type who fall for guys easily. But I tend to be a loyal person. So even if I do like a lot of people, I will still love a person only. Sweet? Okay I know that /slapped. No I mean, this is not the main point.

The thing is, Im tired of loving. Can I stop loving somebody already? Like really. What is the meaning of love actually? People say its a nice and warm feeling whenever you around him or her but what I can feel now is just irritation and hurt. Is that counted as a process of love also? I dont know.

In just a few days, my heart had been broke for a few times. Believe me. Its hurt to even move on. And if I ever move on, thing still tangled upside down. People just wont let me lead my life that easily. Thats how poor my life is.

My friend, my best friend, she always give me this advice: There is not only a guy who live in this world. You shouldnt give up easily. I bet there is someone who will come to you and pull you away from this black pit world.

She said that with a big smile. A smile that hurt me a lot. So in bleeding. I HATE HER. Can I even say that? I dont know.. even if I do, it still wont change anything. Right?

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This is just some plot for my next story. So yeah you can just ignore it or suggest any characters that will suit it. This is a semi angst story.

The girl loves the boy but the boy loves the other girl and the other girl loves the heroine's brother. Can you imagine it? If not that you can ask me.

Im always here to hear your opinion. ps: the title is just- please dont mind it.

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