I just did something terrible.

Something no kpopper ever should do.

What have I done?!

I fell so sick right now.

A part of me just wants to die,
the other part is laughing like there is no tomorrw.
 

Why did I have t do it?!

And I can't take it back.

They are going to hunt me forever,
but at the same time they are going to please me like hell.


Never again!

Sure, say that to both my brain and heart but I tell you it will happen again! 
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        

What I did?



I looked up how much money I have spent on kpop things in one year. T-T

And that was a lot of money!
 

Who want's to kill me first?