Weird thing happened to me just now. I was shuffling through images that were saved in my external disk. And then I remembered how I used to be a stalker during my university life. (sorry, LOL) and used to 'real life stalk' and also save pictures from this boy I liked.

I like this boy (a year younger than me) at my university. I always saw him in the campus. Even my friend know about this. I want to take his picture but of course I can't without him noticing so I make my friend pretend to pose while I take the picture. The truth is I was taking his picture who was that time standing behind my friend. There's one time, I recorded a video of him walking (from a far).

So, when I'm about to graduate, I think it won't hurt if I confessed to him on Facebook (kinda regret it later). Well, I confessed to him.. saying that I like him and all and I also said that I wanna be his friends. I apologize for being weird and and sound desperate. He replied that I DO sound weird and desperate. But he said he is kinda okay for us to befriend (if I'm not mistaken). So I added him on Facebook. This all happened around 2010. But since that day, he never approved me. I was thinking he was scared, thought I was like a obsessive stalker (well, maybe true). BUT at the time, there are several pictures of him were not private, so I quickly saved it afraid that I won't have any memories of him. LOL LOL I was correct because few days after that, his pictures and profile become private.

So, couple hours ago, just like I said, I was looking for old pictures and then saw his pictures that I saved before from his Facebook. Though I kinda missed him but I kinda regret doing that too (saving someone else picture) because he is not famous person or something. I truly feel like I'm really a stalker. But I can't make myself to delete his pictures. Maybe one day I will, I thought.

Then, I opened my Facebook.. and, BAM! He approved me! I was like....."Whut?? O.O Are you like a psychic? Do you know I just view your pictures?"

Don't you guys feel weird if this thing happened to you? I mean, why now? Why it takes him almost 3 years to approve me and it has to be tonight where I just view his pictures? (wicked...)

In my mind, there are 3 reasons why he approved me just now:

1. He forget who I was.

2. He looked back at his old messages and feel pity for me.

3. He opened a business and will invite me to like a page later (?)

Well, I don't know to laugh, to cry or to be afraid. Well, one thing for sure... maybe I can continue my stalking career back....