(no formatting and not spell checked since I'm writing this on my phone). I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while. I don't want this to be one of those 'I hate my life, everything and I want you to feel bad for me' posts. You deserve better than that, and I know there are others going through a lot worse than I am right now. I've been really unorganised recently, and with camps and jobsearching, and everything else that's going on, I haven't had chance to sit down and write properly. I type rubbishy little exo things on my livejournal (I'll link it sometime. My username is claire_jl ) but those are mainly written when I'm travelling, since I spend nearly six hours on public transport some days, and they aren't ongoing stories that I have to crosscheck etc. really are all excuses though, it is down to me not being organised and motivated so I apologise. I'm not giving up, or dropping any of my fics, and I have no plans to leave aff. You guys are awesome so if you wouldn't mind being patient just a little while longer, things will settle down soon and I'll get back to writing again. I love you guys, and those who write, keep writing, I do still read stuff when I'm on the go. xxclairex