HEY GUYS. ASDFGHJKL.
       I'm still alive and well! Though, you guys probs hate me for not updating ANY of my stories these past days. Teehee! I'm sarreh. ;3 
       Okay, so, the reason behind my lack of updates is school. I'm REALLY in' busy with it, like SUPER and I'm not even joking. It's so tiring and stressing that our whole weekends are dedicated to assignment and project making. I have less time for myself and for my family too! Much less TEXT or SOCIALIZE with my friends. -_-" 
         IT'S THE LIFE OUT OF ME.
        But, since you guys waited and stopped bugging me already (sorry xD) I think the wait is over.. ? Hahaha. No, I'm serious, I'm updating this weekend. I PROMITH. 
         I can't really make drafts or hide chapters because I've been having writer's block too, one of the other reason why I'm not updating that much. I'm still alive, but I'm so dead when it comes to writing. --" dang. 
        I'm terribly sorry. I really am, I feel so guilty and bad.
       SO, anyways, here's a short true story of what happened with my love life. xD For those interested to read. 
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So, there's this guy.. who's a grade older than me. He belongs to the SPS (Special Program for Sports) curriculum of our school that revolves around skills in sport and they're last subject every afternoon is dedicated to sports. And, his sport is Taekwondo WHICH is a Korean sport. 

Yeah, SO, he's really naughty and always fooling around. He's been sent to the discipline office 5 times already. He gets into fistfights and in trouble, at school and at home. He's VERY rebellious and very confident with his skills in boxing and fistfighting, like, I SWEAR. His friends are no good either, they're basketball and taekwondo players so they really LOVE to play rough.

But, when he textes me, he's the total opposite. Such a sweetheart and his words sound so true and genuine, just by reading them, you could hear his voice saying them kindly and nicely. 

I didn't fell for him the first two weeks since we started texting, at that time, I only saw him as an older brother. I didn't fall for his sweet words and seductive scent (he ALWAYS smell so fvkin good) at first.. but, a few weeks later, I surprisingly found myself wrapped around his arms as he embraces me with all his might. He took me in for a hug by force.

"A good luck hug," he had said when he released me. They were going to have a tournament soon, and I came to visit the taekwondo players often to see them train and since most of them were my close friends.  

I could only blush at that time and step back as I slapped  him again and again. "Stop." I said, my voice firm and strong. "Stop it, you have a girlfriend and you're flirting with me." 

Oh, yes, I forgot to mention he was taken the whole time this happened. DRAMA. 

"But I like you," he walked towards me but I remember shaking my head and running back to my friends. I now knew he was supposed to confess to me that day as well break up with his 3-week girlfriend. Well, the latter he did. 

His girlfriend was described to me as mean, selfish, bratty and gets jealous easily. I thought she was pretty though, because she was. On the outside. 

He told me he had fallen in love with me at one point, and that he no longer loved her, his girlfriend. EX girlfriend now. He told me multiple reasons on why he liked me and on why he couldn't give up on me after almost A MONTH of flirting and courting. 

2 weeks after their break-up with his ex, I sighed to myself one night and tried to clear my mind to think about the situation. At the end, I thought, "He has to wait." 

And so that's what he's doing. He's waiting for my approval, for the right time and for when I'm more mature. GOSH, he's totally wasting his time!

He's attitude is not that great, his looks can't cover it up, he's always pranking his classmates and friends YET I like him. I LIKE HIM and it's only now, today that I'm admitting it. 

I realized the way I felt everytime he looks at me, or everytime he greets or winks at me when we see each other. He's polite and kind to me, but I want him to be kind to EVERYONE. Though, his crazy jokes and antics never fail to make me laugh, his friends teasings always leave my cheeks red and.. worst of all.. his smile makes my heart skip a beat, and I'm not even joking.

I fell, and I don't like it.