This is just Internet life!

I Spend like half of my time online,I talk to people that i never met in real,People that don't speak the same language as i do

People from different countries,In internet everybody is Awesome...Everything's great,You use Internet,Roleplay,Aff or what

so Ever to avoid your reality problems..but sometimes we forget that this is only a dream..talking with people,being online

...What does it do to us in reality? Spazzing over Kpop,fangirling...what would it do? it's just a waste of life

yet this is too sweet that we don't even bother facing the reality....

 

Why am i saying all of this? Because i'm in a big trouble myself,I don't know what to do anymore..

Roleplaying...I started roleplaying 2years ago,at first i didn't even know what was it now i can't live without it

It's so usual now like sleeping and eating...I became too addicted to it that everything seems real

I talk to people and now even imagine they are real,Everything people say affects me,I only have internet friends....

the worst part is...I think all of them will stay with me..that we are friends forever..but everybody leaves one by one...

I make people so important in my real life that losing them hurts me...

 

I'm tired of myself,For caring about internet people,For loving them "too" much...

I don't know what to do but now..i'm questioning everything...

 

This is not right

.

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Absolutely not

 

 

 

Too much to say...no words are coming out /sighs/

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GeezHephine #1
try to balance your real life and roleplay.
when you're with your real friend try to be who you're. and at night you can roleplaying. what you need is balance
-insidious #2
i know what you mean. ;c
i always get too attached in my rps and everything that
happens there affects me. in real life. i feel like more
than half the stress that affects me comes from rp-ing.
it's pretty bad. especially relationship problems. i find
myself caring about the other more than i actually should,
and it hurts being jealous and heartbroken and .
but the reason i don't want to leave is because i've made
friends (like you) that i've kept in contact with and have
known for over a year now. :'c but when you think about it,
the one thing that can just... make you lose contact with
them - maybe even forever - is just an internet connection.
a faulty internet connection and bam - gone forever.
and it's pretty sad that you could lose a lifelong friend
just because of that.
...okay i'll stop being depressing now asdfghjkl i don't
even know if the stuff i wrote is actually relevant or not. \o/


& i'm sorry for not responding to you btw asfghjkl i
haven't really felt like talking to anyone lately. orz
dandelions #3
mmmm daghighan hamin moshkel ro man ham dashtam .. ta hudude 2-3 hafte pish shayadam kamtar shayad bishtar ... koaln enghadr gharghe in donyaye mjazi budam ke vaghti barmigashtam tu vagheiat hes mikardam jaye avazii hastam.. do ta donya dar kenare ham k kamelan ba ham fargh daran ...
hese ye aame do bodi ro mikardam.. tahe tahesh be in natije residam ke bayad beineshun taadol bargharar konam...
man be in eteghad daram ke adam nemitune ba noskheye digaun maraze khodesho dava kone.. ehtemalan in harfam be dardet nemikhoran ta vaghti ke khodet rahe halesho peida koni... ama dar in had bedun ke manam dashtam az in hame tafavot o tanaghoz ravani mishodam.. ama alan.. dobare bargashtam be hale adim..
baram kpop yejur tajrobe az ye tikeye zendegi shode.. raham ye chize digas.. hamuno miram
omidvaram tuneste basham komamk karde basham.. laaghal dar in had ke beduni.. tanha to nisti...
hugmebaek #4
ugh. this describes me exactly i can't even. <///3
but there are some rp friends who do stay with you forever. <3 you just have to find the right ones. creis.
bubblez4me #5
To be honest, I thought I was the only one who got too "attached" with roleplaying.
Try not to worry or think about it too much by doing one of your hobbies that helps you relax ^^

-does not even know if I helped or not- ; ;
marked #6
it's not all that bad when you're only in three rps,
you know. there was a time when i was in thirteen at
the same time. e u e you can still add their aff and
talk to them here. stop worrying about everything. ;;
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